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    Saturday, January 31, 2004

    oh man. it's been a perfect day today. :) it's been quite a while since i managed to TOUCH the computer. and oh yes it's brand new! :D i've got pics of it. but i just realised i haven't installed adobe, so :p *cough* lots of re-installing to do. and oh man XP! finally!! i was feeling outdated for a while. thankfully it's all updated. :) i like my speakers. and erm the screen! the CPU is HUGE. but doesnt matter. i still like my screen. it's so much bigger than my prev. and it's LCD. !! *smirks* i love it i love it. *huggles* oh my darling.. oh my darling..

    erm for the past few days, things hasn't been fantastic all week-round. i failed my higher chinese CA. 20/55. yeah. that's a bad fail. and apparently it's been so bloody tough, i remembered asking the chinese scholar what she thought of the CA and she said it was "difficult". so you don't really expect me to do well. and yeah i failed. tadah. everyone around me were either people who failed, or they're from taiwan or hongkong or china. bloody hell. you, you, you and you. SHOO OUT OF THIS CLASS! I'M BEING ONE OF THE LOUSIEST BECAUSE OF ALL OF YOU! *mutter* i'm not gonna survive in higher chinese any longer. i predict i'll be asked to drop higher chinese soon. lardeedum. bring it on, i'm ready. as long as someone joins me in express. haha.

    and i failed my english mock compre. 24.5/50. I'M NOT SURVIVING WELL IN SEC3!! i'm dying. damn it. i miss my sec2 life. where you close one eye to everything you'd still pass well. BLOODY HELL. somebody saveeeeeeeeeeeeee me... *sings* right.

    but every cloud there's a silver lining. (not sure if i applied that correctly but who cares. haha) i'm satisfied with my chem test! 33/35. MWAHAHA. chemistry ROCKS baby. my friends a couple of them failed cos they didn't study. the rest got below 30. i think a few got 30+. whee. im a happy chemmy girl. lol

    i can't really remember what's been happening so far. but i've been a busy girl. thursday there was AV committee meeting, through the week i've been popping in to all 3 levels to brief them on all the crap that's going on in computer club... today i had computer club committee meeting. getting a bit sick of being in charge, but i'll hang in there. and because we don't have a secretary, i'm doubling-up as one. so i gotta type out the minutes of meeting (we had 3 hours of meeting. do you think i've got A LOT to type? DUH) so workload's increasing like crazy. but i'll take it one at a time. thank goodness i'm not the kind who'd breakdown when stress level's increasing! whew. i'm a happy girl.. in a happy world.. erm. no i didn't go insane. yesh.

    anyway, today i met yupei to go Body Worlds Exhibition at expo. it was okay i guess. some stuff were pretty interesting, some were quite boring, some were disgusting. erm. some were funny? lol. or at least to him. lol and errrr. we spent 3 hours plus in there. gotta make the 12 bucks worth it, y'know? :p anyway highlights of the exhibition! we were comparing our fists to see the size of our heart or something like that, and apparently he walked backwards, and the lady who became at the direction i was clenching my fist to thought i was about to punch her or something. and gave me this "TSK" look, as though she was mocking me for wanting to do something to her or something like that. I HAVE NO CLUE. but it turned out horribly hilarious. but still! LOL me? punch her? LOL okay. geez for heaven's sake! but anyway i learnt quite a lot. cos he's a bio student and my bio cannot make it. haha.

    anyway, i like this song!! (yp, the stacie orrico song u were mentioning, turned out to be the song i kept singing in sch on fri. but i cudn't figure out who sang it and what the title was. thanks man. ahhahaha)

    Stacie Orrico - I Promise

    Will I always be there for you?
    When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
    Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
    When the tears get near your eyes
    Will I be the one that's by your side?
    Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
    Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
    I promise, I promise
    I promise I will

    Will I take tender care of you?
    Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
    Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
    When this world has turned so cold
    Will I be the one that's there to hold?

    Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
    Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
    I promise, I promise
    I promise I will

    Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
    Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
    I promise, I promise
    I promise I will

    Yeah
    And I love you more every day
    And nothing will take that love away
    When you need someone
    I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
    I promise

    Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
    Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
    I promise, I promise
    I promise I will

    And I promise (and I promise)
    I promise (oh I promise you)
    I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
    I promise (I promise)
    I promise I will
    // posted by the full fledged nut @ 1/31/2004 11:41:00 pm
    Monday, January 26, 2004

    alert alert: my computer has broken down, thus you won't see me online much, unless i have no homework like today, then i would bother to come to my cousin's place (provided she's at home) to use the comp. then again, they're not using cable, so quite paiseh to use too. :p anyway, therefore, i'm on semi-hiatus.

    let's see. where do i begin. thursday night, at 9-ish, lianne called me cos she was clearing her stuff n asking if i wanted her cds and stuffz. (thx darling :p) then suddenly, my cousin came to my house. (she just came back from visiting). she went, "hey, look who's here?" i turned to look, and only saw this girl who looked semi-familiar. i was about to ask her, "oi you bring your friends to my house for what?" until i saw another girl behind her. which is her sister. i almost fainted. that's my ex-neighbours! and i haven't seen her for 6-7 years! that's nearly half my lifetime! :p it was so good to see them again, though i kind of ran out of things to say to them. melissa and amanda. melissa was in my primary school, and after so long, recently i just regained contact with her. :) as in we continued being penpals. and i was awaiting a reply from her for quite a while, and i saw her on thursday night. i used to play at her house, or sometimes she'd come over to my place. we'd play monopoly till i owe her thousands of dollars. the good times. :) hope to see her around soon!

    then when they left, there was american idol. *cough* which i found hilarious. my bro and i just snuggled up on the couch, laughing hysterically at all horrible singers. or at least they had to act like they're real good, but they're actually not. i kinda like the skater girl. i find her very interesting, and her voice quality is whoa. i overheard my friends saying she's insane at school today. but she's still gooooood. :) anticipating the following episodes!

    friday was nothing much. went to my maternal side's uncle's place to visit. bloody hell. his place is 3-storey high, and a month old. and bloody huge. BLOODY HUGE. the first level consists of a small "waterfall" outside the house, then inside, there's LCD monitor screen, couches and a sofa, a massage chair (oh it's bloody good. i had a shot at it. lol.) a kitchen which leads to the outside, with a bbq pit. also, my granddad's room, and a toilet. 2nd level consists of a piano, the 3 kids' rooms. (they all have their own room and their own computers. bloody hell.) and 3rd level was the master bedroom, with another computer, outside is a balcony, inside's a wine table, a tv with xbox and all that crap. my bro said it's like MTV Cribs. and he hates it cos it's making all of us envious. bloody hell. :~(

    erm. then went to the uncle i was complaining about.. his place. he didn't have much of a chance to bully me since i was the guest. and he had friends to entertain. so yippee. went to the karaoke lounge with my cousin, her bro, and my bro. it was bloody fun. haha. though i'd admit i'm not much of a singer. but it's still fun :)

    saturday, met up with my pri school friends :D which was a blast. *grin* every1 seemed to have grown up and matured at least a bit. haha. i havent seen every1 for a very long time. (k maybe except ernest cos he stays near my area, so i see him occasionally on the bus and stuff) we played blackjack practically the whole time we were at jasmine's place. (my pri 5&6 best friend lol) and.. *drumrolls* i lost 5 bucks! lol. which makes me the biggest loser. ernest lost 3 bucks i think. he was the 2nd biggest loser. and the banker, shaun, sponsored me for a few games, but i lost the money back to him anyway. dots. lol. that means my luck hasn't been good. either that or i've been bringing luck to ppl. ha. :p

    in the evening, went to Pine Tree country club (accrdg to yp it's near town. pardon me i don't know where that is. i was driven there. lol) and we had our yusheng dinner! woot! :p bloody yummy. slurps. then there was this band going around. a guitarist, a bassist and a clarinet player. :) we were waiting for them to come to our table for the longest time, till we were about to go, then they came. i swear we're the most appreciative crowd in that place. they played 3 tunes. i don't know the first one. then followed by perhaps perhaps perhaps, by which we obviously sang to that particular phrase, "perhaps perhaps perhaps" and cheered and applauded. then they sang and played you are always on my mind. then we always sang that sentence too. "you are always on my mind... you are always on my mind..." then one of my cousins and my bro has a photo-taking with the huge bass. haha then they left, so we left too. :) then we went for an hour of karaoke again. at that country club. whereby the waiter pointed to my cousin and i, and said, "kids not allowed in leh." then my uncle said we weren't kids. already sec3 and 4. hahahhhahaha. then he allowed us in. then we sang english and chinese songs in unison and were having a bigger blast than the day before. i think i can conclude that i kinda like karaoke. but I'M NOT AN AH LIAN, thank you very much. :)

    nothing very eventful so far after that. today was a super slack day. we had emath, PE, recess, ca period (only ca for pure history and geog ppl. MWAHAHAHA), chinese (chinese tcher wasn't arnd), amath, and physics. but he was busy correcting students one by one, doing all sorts of rubbish so basically we had 10 mins of physics and both maths for the day. which leaves me with no homework, so this explains why i bothered to come to my cousin's place and blog about every thing on the world. right.

    i can't wait for the new comp to come in. prolly gona get the Packard Bell one. i can't quite remember the model, but saw it at Best Denki haha. which looks pretty sleek. i mean afterall, i lived with my comp for 4 odd years and it's about time we get a new one. but bloody hell it'll prolly take a while before it comes in. AND FINALLY! WINDOWS XP! lol. so gotta upgrade everything. so i'm gonna take a verrrrrry long while before i actually shift into my new host. so tadah.

    be good, for the time being!
    // posted by the full fledged nut @ 1/26/2004 06:28:00 pm
    Thursday, January 22, 2004

    CNY hasn't been very fantastic. and my uncle's constant ordering about is getting on my nerves. and my tolerance bottle is almost empty. so this is getting quite sucky. if he dares interrupt me during American Idol later i think i might flare up. gee. what a way to pass CNY.

    happy CNY anyway.
    // posted by the full fledged nut @ 1/22/2004 05:13:00 pm
    Wednesday, January 21, 2004

    to be honest, i'm not in the lunar new year mood yet. i was in a terrible mood today. woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. (no, please don't go telling me my bed's a single bed. and a small one. thanks.) lol and it was bad all the way till i met my cousin again. for movie. and i bought the pants i've been wanting to buy. though it's 39 bucks. and yea i regretted buying it for a while cos i thought it was on sale but it wasn't. *mutter* anyway, many things happened. 1) i was in a bad mood on lunar new yr eve. that's bad. 2) i paired up with my chairman for some CNY activity we had in class. some cutting paper thingy. and she did the easy bit and i did all the hard one and she kept telling me i was slow. bloody hell. so easy you do lah. 3) i felt a bit like i was the outkast again in school. 4) when we were dismissed, i came out of school, crossed the road hoping to take bus numbers 76 or 135 to get to the MRT station, and i stood there watching FIVE (nope. not one, not two, not three, not four, but FIVE) buses go past before me. why? cos every1 rushed up, blocked the entrance, whilst the back of the bus was nearly empty. bloody hell. yesh i could very well reach tampines by 10.30. but no, i reached at 11+. 5) i had bad stomachaches in between. on-off ones. which obviously suck the worst.

    but here's how the pants looks like :)

    you prolly can't see it very clearly but nevermind. then we caught cheaper by the dozen. =D ok, i'm slow. when smallville came out, everyone were gushing about Tom Welling. *cough* i remember pj correcting me on the spelling of his name. lol (remember, dear? :p) and i thought err he's okay. but i'm beginning to think he's cute *grin* and i love his eyes. :) and ashton kutcher was a goofball again, in the movie. and DAX WAS ON!! LOL! when he came on, (for your info, he's ashton kutcher's accomplice alongside with Al, for most of his pranks on Punk'D) my cousin and i couldn't help but to keep laughing, and i think only a quarter of the people watching understood what we were laughing at. -_- but bloody funny. Steve Martin's good! lol. i liked the censor for the mastermind bit. (u'd understand if u watch it) very funny. :) but my cousin thought the show's a bit... weird cos it stopped halfway here and there, but i thought it was nice. i cried *sniffle* on the part where the little kid wrote, "big families suck" and the "we love the coach" part. and when i cry, i have huge eyebags, though i don't know why, so i remembered the reason why i seldom cry in front of people. hahaha. whatever. anyway, catch the movie!

    next up shall be peterpan or stuck on you. they both look good. hmm..

    anyway, i'm still not in the lunar new year mood. damn. hope tonight'll be good!
    // posted by the full fledged nut @ 1/21/2004 04:58:00 pm
    Tuesday, January 20, 2004

    ha. let me tell u what happened today. in the morning, i had biology, i almost dozed off but the class was so quiet and everyone was staring at the teacher giving their utmost attention that i felt bad so i struggled to keep awake. next was chinese, i tell ya that teacher is psycho. she has terrible mood swings. one day she's terribly nice, the next she's a lioness. i'm not very appreciative of mood swings by the way. my tolerance level apparently haven't been very high. i was like argh whatever. she was picking on everyone with funny mistakes on their homework. and apparently i was one of them. i was plain blur basically. they asked us to circle 3 words that are of similar meanings, but i circled the one that was odd one out instead. and yar whatever she flashed it on the visualiser whilst she was marking and showing everyone all the mistakes as though we're supposed to get a perfect score. then she made particular comments that she didn't bother last year. and i doubt any other teachers bothered either. she gave very rubbish comments anyway. she was obviously in a stormy mood. lalala..

    anyway, for almost the rest of the day apart from english (whereby my friends and i were to modify a fairy tale and ours turned out really corny and lame, but i shan't mention the storyline. kinda lazy now), i kind of lost mood. i had almost no mood for the rest of the day. until, of cos, i was talking to my cousin earlier, then a lot of rubbish came out, ranting for the day... etc. (we prolly gonna watch cheaper by the dozen tmr! yay!) and then i'm feeling ok again. wahoo :)

    was at orchard earlier anyway. (sorry yp if i wasnt in much of a talking mood that i usually am in) and helped my bro to change his shirt for a size bigger. all the way there to get it changed *rolls eyes* and i came back home first mind you. anyway i bought another hang10 top. yay :D cos it's my mum's birthmonth so everything's half priced. mwahaha. so i got it for 8. but my mum and granny didnt really like it cos they thought it was too red. ah who cares, i thought it looked fine on me. =D

    i can't wait for tomorrow nite. gonna take tons of pics and put them up hopefully :)


    oh p/s: my emaths test today was pretty fine. the minute i was done with the test, i asked the chinese scholar diagonally in front of me for her last question's answer and it was similar. whee. 8 marks secured. whew.
    // posted by the full fledged nut @ 1/20/2004 08:13:00 pm
    Monday, January 19, 2004

    feeling slightly better in the evening.

    met yu pei after school today (thx for waiting dear!) and apparently met my pri sch friend on the same bus, but i can't seem to recall her name. whoops. i doubt she remembers mine either cos she didn't call out my name or anything but she just saw me and smiled and waved. and she mouthed, "your stead ah?" i just rolled my eyes. anyway she didn't do anything when she alighted so i didn't really bother *shrug* i still can't remember her name. lol. think i'll dig up my pri sch yearbooks later.

    today i had this chinese CA, which is real bad. i need a miracle to help me for this one. it was terrible. when i saw the paper, i was like OH CRAP. cos apart from those which i COULD study, everything else looked strange to me. the words weren't that hard, but i could hardly comprehend what most of the questions were asking, or i didn't know how to answer. this 8-marks qn i had no clue what it was talking about. 20 marks was a short summary, and i usually nearly fail them. then 12 mark on other parts of the compre, which were made up of about 4 qns i think. i'm so dead. after the CA, i asked the chinese scholar seated diagonally in front of me towards my left what she thought of the CA. she said, "difficult!" so yesh, darlings. it's official. i'm gonna fail my first CA. bloody hell.

    anyway, yea yea, i became vice-head for AV Board. which is now renamed as ISS (information system services) or sth like that. and so i'm vice head for both. and that's the highest positions for the sec3s. and we had a meeting today to plan for the year. it was by which my jaws dropped to see my name under vice-head. *mutter* my friend's got some level co-ordinator. which i rather fall under... i guess. so i'm vice-head for AV and Comp club. errm. kay. (no, dears. don't congratulate me. i'm fine thanks.)

    oh oh oh oh anyway. today i saw 2 queer little notes pinned up. don't ask me where. but they're hilarious.

    one says, "BE KIND TO SMOKERS. We are an Endangered SPECIES and we don't have much time!!"

    and another says, "Please help me to remember... When I'm having a really bad day, and it seems that people are trying to piss me off, that it takes 42 muscles to frown and only 4 to extend my middle finger and tell them to bite me!" lol, with a little baby picture with angel wings on it. so cute!

    i wish i had a camera then! :p damn.
    // posted by the full fledged nut @ 1/19/2004 08:33:00 pm
    Saturday, January 17, 2004

    haven't been feeling fantastic lately. so i can't really recall much that has happened, apart from my amath test which i thought was pretty simple but when it was done, everyone seemed to have answers that were different from mine, and a chem test that was pretty easy too. and i became comp club's vice-chairman.

    it's just been a shocking period of time (don't ask), and a lot of action going around. and i'm feeling still stunned and worried of having a second encounter. hopefully i get to go out shopping with my cousin later on, or i might just go insane.
    // posted by the full fledged nut @ 1/17/2004 01:27:00 pm
    Wednesday, January 14, 2004

    oh. look at this friendster message i received...

    From: Ck

    Date: January 13, 2004 8:51 PM


    Subject: hi

    Message: buy and sell at

    sguniform.blogspot.com

    please help me forward to your friends

    thanks

    how come you are single?
    because you are very chio.
    can i be your friend, please.

    9--------*


    ck
    true to yourself


    *contact number replaced by hyphens

    im considering taking down my pictures lol. and u noe what? he sounds like he's advertising, and finding something else to say or it'll look too un-personal or something. haaaaa. nice try buddy.

    oh today i received a nice email :)


    From: "Dominic Koh"
    To: annz89@yahoo.com.sg
    Subject: Hi
    Date: Tue, 13 Jan 2004 23:15:29 +0800


    Hi...

    My name is Dominic and I kinda landed on your blog by accident... Just wanted to compliment you on the web design... Oh, and it seems like both you and I like the same subject, Chemistry... Just a little intro on myself, I'm a final year student at Singapore Polytechnic doing Chemical Process Technology... Btw, I was just wondering if I could get to know you? =)

    Dominic
    *If you want something, you've gotta work for it*

    what's with the quotes-after-your-name thing? hmm. anyway, mwahaha. compliment letters. feel free to send in yours. LOL. *cough* but the design's not done by me, so i can't really accept the compliment. but yay anyway. hahaha.

    email of author of email is taken out to protect innocent. LOL
    // posted by the full fledged nut @ 1/14/2004 10:06:00 pm

    highlights of the week

    *shifted seats again
    yeah. again. to the side this time. which totally defeats the purpose, cos i wanted to be somewhere in the middle. where i get connected. not chucked at some side. good thing is, i get to write postcards with privacy. LOL if that's an advantage. but bad thing is... i'll draw out my area for you to judge.



    yes, so sometimes it sucks. the scholars are congested at my area. it gets kinda stressing at times. but good thing is, when u don't understand, ask them. hahaha

    *emaths test sucked
    i just passed it. oh my goodness. 7.5/15 (lol shona, i didn't exactly fail, but i almost did lol) gawd. and yes, i lost 7.5 marks all on careless mistakes. rubbish answers like 4/3 = 1.5. 5/2 = 1.5 WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME?! *mutter*

    *AV Board promotion
    oh yeah, anyway, AV board teacher i/c decided to get 6 committee members though positions aren't fixed. and i was voted in. erm. yeah. meeting on monday "to plan for the year". for the year sounds scary. oh well hope it doesn't take much time.

    *did a compo on my bro LOL
    lol. today during chinese, we had to do this composition, whereby you missed someone. i decided to be an exception of the class, cos everyone's writing someone who passed away and stuff. i didn't wanna make up, and wanted to write my maternal grandmother cos at least i have the least bit of impression of her before she left, unlike my paternal grandfather. but i decided the time i saw her was a bit too short. the memories are too faint. and everyone's doing those stuff. so i did about the period of time my bro had to leave for NS. *chuckle* it was the BMT part, whereby he wouldn't be back until another 3 months. so yeah. i'd be excited to know how much i scored for that. lol

    *150 bucks richer, 2 bucks lost
    oh yay. today i finally received my good progress award. 150 bucks. yup. when i got called out of class today by my VP (vice-principal), my classmates started going.. "what did u do!?" "good luck man.." etc. until she mentioned that the few of us were to go to the hall for assembly earlier to assemble. *grin* kinda cool i guess. *grin* when my name was called upon by the teacher on stage, i heard loud cheers. most from my class i reckon, since audrey told me my class is united. haha. nice feeling. i'm finally feeling noticed!

    2 bucks lost, because i lost 2 bucks. *mutter* it flew out of my pocket. damn whoever saw but didn't notify me. lol. pox on all of you. *growl*

    anyway, doubt my dad'd let me use the 150 bucks, so i'll just wait for the lunar new year. may it be showering red packets. lol *cough*
    // posted by the full fledged nut @ 1/14/2004 08:31:00 pm
    Sunday, January 11, 2004

    ack. muscles are still aching from yesterday's jog. sheesh, i really should've exercised more often during the holidays. and i'm having PE tomorrow. oh dear. and amath test and chinese compo test. oh bless me. pls wish me luck yar? :p

    been bored the whole day. but suddenly it stumped upon me after talking to shona on msn earlier this evening. i kinda lost touch with the people i used to chase with. dee, amy, kelly, even jasmine. only lianne isn't out of touch with me. lol (*grin dear*) shona, even though she's in my school, i don't talk to her much, or rather i haven't spoken to her much till today. pj, i haven't spoken to her in ages too, 'cept to complain about my granny's nagging and forbiddence of me going out, thus having to tell her i couldn't make it to our outing. sammi, diane, i haven't spoken to them for long too. if u guys are reading this, leave me a comment to tell me how you guys have been k? *huggles* oh and nisak too. luckily she's online now, so i'm finally catching up with her...miss ya all loads man. just realised i lost touch with them after getting in touch with the other lot of friends. and a lot of stuffs going on fr mid-2003 onwards, and not many stars came down, thus i haven't seen them around much... and all that. eeks. it sucks to realise u haven't spoken to your friends for ages. oh well.

    im so tired now. kinda moody as well. sucks. lol
    // posted by the full fledged nut @ 1/11/2004 09:25:00 pm
    Saturday, January 10, 2004

    woke up today early to go for a jog. *grin* so i don't feel so guilty eating junk now. oh goody! have plans on finishing that box of chocolates i found in the refrigerator. :)

    by the way, it's official. i hate amaths. i kinda like chemistry. i'm a weirdo but i don't care. :p my maths is getting from bad to worse. hopefully at least science improves. i'm gonna need math help soon. and i've got an amath test on monday. dear me.

    have an AV training on monday. which hopefully the teacher would announce the people selected for positions on that day. or i'm gonna die of anxiety. part of me wouldn't mind the job. part of me is praying i don't get anything at all. and it's hard to keep your mind off it, until it's over. *shudder* sucks. and part of me is whining because at least half the people who were voting told me they voted for me. sabotage i call it. they think it's trust. -_- okay.

    was searching for layouts, when i came across this site. it's good for whoever's searching for a host. i just emailed one of them. :) so if it turns out positive, i'll be shifting again. *giggle* oops sorry. :) heh heh. so cross my fingers for now!

    argh. having a headache. shall go have a nap now. (that's once in a gazillion years i actually have an afternoon nap. lol)
    // posted by the full fledged nut @ 1/10/2004 02:50:00 pm
    Friday, January 09, 2004

    this morning on my way to school, saw my chinese teacher and she smiled at me. oops. i felt quite bad to bitch about her. :p ah well. she was in a good mood today anyway. mood swings i guess. haha...

    today during PE, our dear teacher came in to give us a theory lesson. she was talking about the changes in our school and so on and so for, then attempted to link them back to PE. and when she said something about "Changes are essense of life", i just happened to choke. so i started coughing. almost laughed too. :p it was so quiet then i suddenly coughed. quite funny hahaha. but i think many thought it was unintentional, which was, but still is funny. :) i'm 160cm!! i think i grew by a cm since last year. bugger. the tallest girl was 176-ish. bloody hell. no wonder i feel so short in this class. *mutter*

    my amaths teacher picked on me. ARGH! i mean not really pick on, but when she gave us homework to do, she kept walking down my row. and being the messy ol' me, i cancelled a lot of times, and she was like "AIYO! cancel neatly with one stroke! write on the right side..yadda" and she gave me a few knocks on my head. then she went off, and came back and nodded in approval when she saw i did it nicely on the right. when i did the 2nd question, it happened again, and she apparently thought i missed art a lot, love to stroke everything. or whatsoever. and she say i'm wasting pen ink. and kaboom! my pen went out of ink. i swear i'll curse her the next time she curses my pen. *mutter* and i got a couple of knocks on my head again. light knocks but still. DON'T TOUCH MY HEAD LAH YOU! lol

    we had literature the last period. :) we, lit students, were overjoyed. yay! we strolled to literature, enjoyed the breeze, reached class, gossip, laugh... lit class is the most fun! :p and the teacher's damn nice. and she's taking us next year too! mwahaha. i'm so gonna love literature. :) she gave us a ferrero rocher. *grin* initially i was having second thoughts about literature cos i felt that i was probably last in class or something. everyone's english seemed good. but i probably gained self-confidence again. and all's well. i'm beginning to like my class. and i love literature. 11 students a literature class ROCKS i tell ya. :)

    feeling studious for the weekend. but i think the feeling will fade off soon, so i'll probably have brought back books for nothing. ha. *shrug* who cares. :p
    // posted by the full fledged nut @ 1/09/2004 04:57:00 pm
    Thursday, January 08, 2004

    boo to the chinese teacher. BOO! *sticks out tongue* she's turning ugh. i think it's the scholars stressing her up. at this rate, i'm probably gonna need help after school or something. she loves my chinese name apparently. (rui4 fang1) and she keeps calling me. i was thinking for today, if she doesn't call me, she'll break record. but she did afterall. and i'm either called to write something hard or answer a very long question. *mutter* and i read today, didn't think i was THAT soft, but she asked me to "zhang1 kai1 zui3 ba1 nian4" (translates as open your mouth to read) a couple of times! i was like argh whatever. and for the other people who were rather soft, she walk nearer to them to hear. for me, she kept asking me to read louder. BOO YOU! i had to read one whole bloody paragraph and the answer and whatever. BLAH. i think it was yesterday, she called me out to write a hard word. about 3 people at a time, then one of them was a Chinese scholar, and she was asking me, what she's talking about cos she never heard of that phrase before. DO YOU THINK I'D KNOW IF SHE DOESN'T!?!?! anyway, then a couple of days ago, i was picked for some question at the back of a chapter. blaaaah.

    nothing much happened for the rest of the day. except one part where this geog rep in my class asked, "who haven't paid 70cents for the geog file?"
    then the lit people (only 11 of us) started making noises.
    the girl behind me went, "I HAVEN'T PAID!"
    the girl right in front went, "I HAVEN'T PAID TOO!"
    the girl beside me went, "I also haven't paid! *raises up hands*"
    and i went, "HUH? WHAT FILE? NEED TO FILE MEH?" :P
    then the girl in front went, "NO NEED FILE LAH!!"
    i went, "YA LOR. NO NEED FILE LAH!" :p
    so fun. hahaha. she got quite annoyed by us lol. but it was funny. *cough*

    and today while eating cup noodles at the petrol kiosk near my school, audrey and i were sitting outside, and i spotted this HUGE lizard.
    me: whoa what a big lizard!
    audrey: whoa so huge!
    me: yah..
    audrey: when it grows up, it'll become a dinosaur!

    -_- right. lol

    happy birthday mummy!!
    // posted by the full fledged nut @ 1/08/2004 05:40:00 pm
    Wednesday, January 07, 2004

    unsurprisingly, there's suddenly a lot of homework. on the fourth day of school. oh but it was quite a fun day. physics was boring. almost fell asleep. aiks. i was yawning away. english. ha. we were supposed to do a book review. but i was lazy. so i just brought "a walk to remember" to school. since the story was clear in my mind, impromptu should be fine. but i wasn't picked. and one indonesian scholar was picked, and she too had prepared for "a walk to remember"! lol! then my friend prayed i got chosen but i didn't. (:P TO YOU) whew anyway. my other friend gave a very VERY enthusiastic review, and ended off with "read the book to find out the ending!" cos she hasn't read finish. -_- smart one.

    literature was quite nice. there was only 11 of us. so haha. very casual. everyone was chatting. the literature teacher taught us last year and she's really nice. :) she jokes with us too. my friend asked for a harry potter quiz, after she gave a LOTR one. then she read a spell from HP, which i can't remember how you spell it. but it was funny. :P then another classmate offered to open the windows for her to fly out. lol

    e-maths and a-maths came following in, consecutively. maths is driving me crazy. it's getting cheem-er. *shudder* but my a-maths teacher isn't as scary as i thought. as least she jokes pretty well too. whew. but my maths is beginning to suck. damn.

    social studies was aiight. i was AV rep again. and erm. our visualiser was spoilt. so i spent social studies standing next to it holding it up for the teacher cos it kind of collapsed. gee.

    chinese sucked. a big time. i'm so lost. the teacher's catering to the scholars. so i'm lagging a big time. argh. im gonna fail chinese this year. *shudder*
    // posted by the full fledged nut @ 1/07/2004 06:54:00 pm
    Tuesday, January 06, 2004

    to be honest, i'm getting a little anxious about higher chinese already. one-quarter the class are scholars. a few from hong kong... taiwan... etc. everyone else speaks fluent chinese. i think i should just drop out and get to express chinese. the class freaks me out. the teacher just got fierce today cos we were a minute late to greeting her. and i was picked on to answer a question today. and i was like pausing every few seconds because i can't speak fluent chinese for nuts' sake. oh dear. (audrey, HELP!)

    anyway, apart from that, today was pretty ok. bio teacher's kind of... *shrug* she keeps to the book all the time. "class, read page 2 and 3..." those type. goodness. it shall get boring in due time. *shudder*

    chem was ok. i kind of got interested in chem for a bit. but the teacher's explanation... is quite... sucky. lol. she can't explain well, so we were mostly lost halfway. scholars lost 'cos they can't understand english well. we were lost cos we had no clue what she was talking about. kind of funny actually. we were all so quiet, and when someone asked her to repeat her explanation, i guess we were all silently cheering for joy that someone finally asked. lol

    english was fine as well. our first major project for the term was making of class newspaper! woot! my partner was overjoyed. she was soooo excited. i was alright but that's gotta be fun. but i'm kinda worried for languages cos i suck at them. and i lack the creativity. so my compositions are a hell bore. and everyone apart from the scholars seem to have fantastic english. what the hell am i doing in a lit class. i thought twice, but nevermind. i shall try to live with it. think positively for as long as i can, afterall the socialising with my class has just taken a turn for the better, so keep thinking positively!

    e-maths was so-so. as usual. LEGACY (aka CME-cum-PCCG) was lame. but pretty alright, since it helped to pass time quickly. *grin* we did a lot of rubbish.. mostly a lot of moving around the class. and our teacher went, "ok, find a group of people who share the same hobby as you" and we formed this group who loved to sleep, and it became at least half the class. *chuckle*

    oh by the way. i think many reading my blog don't know my dialect name. swee huang :) annabelle's not in my birth cert, y'know? (it came about when people started having difficulty pronouncing my name...)anyway, sec1 onwards, my D&T teacher loved to call me "ah huang", and so everyone followed. and yesterday, my friend was writing this sitting plan. she said our FM asked her to write the name everyone wants to be known as. so she asked, "eh ah huang, u wanna be known as ah huang or swee huang?" i rolled her eyes and she asked me, "WHAT!?" then my friend sitting nearby was like, "dear. you're asking a very DOH question you know?" i was like, "duh swee huang lah!" she went, "why!? ah huang nice what! ah huanG!" i was like *roll eyes* gee.

    oh by the way, it was a good thing i watched school of rock. yesterday, my friend came up to me...
    friend: eh, ah huang, did you watch lord of the rings?
    me: err no.
    friend: *you-are-one-of-the-few-idiots-who-didn't-watch look* oh okay.
    *silence*
    me: hey did you watch school of rock?
    friend: no... was it good? i want to watch!

    *conversation goes on*

    see? ha. school of rock is good. *nod* beneficial too.

    oh p/s: yippee school's having a 50% subsidy for a trip to the body worlds exhibition at expo. and i was just complaining about the entry fee. mwahhaa. YAY!
    // posted by the full fledged nut @ 1/06/2004 05:39:00 pm
    Monday, January 05, 2004

    yeap, it's finally up. official thanks.. to lianne for the url's name. (yesh dear, i liked it a lot lol)
    and the rest at the credits corner below. :)

    and it's just in time for a good day at school. first off, the first period was chinese. so audrey from the next class came to join me. *grin* it feels so sec1 and 2-ish. :p which was good cos i miss those good ol' times. but yay! she should be accompanying me for the next 2 years. unless our teacher decides to split us up (CHOY!). which i definitely would object to. so audrey, we shall act very guai1 until she decides to not bother about the seating arrangement :)

    then it was physics practical. man. i tell ya, that physics teacher of mine is so... i'm-trying-to-be-funny-but-i'm-not. he's so lame. and he's so lame. and his jokes are not funny. but they're lame. VERY. so the whole physics lesson, i spent my time rolling my eyes. -_- by the way, the girl next to me during physics? i tried to talk to her and make a new friend. but she wasn't paying attention. and she seemed uninterested in talking to me. so i didn't bother. :p

    next, recess. whee. favourite period of the day. erm nothing really happened. just complained to my two darlings about the lameness during physics. ha.

    erm erm anyway, then it was CA period. nothing happened, except this continuous flow of chemistry worksheets and notes, which my friend told me during recess that those worksheets weren't for us as homework. but everyone started working on them. goodness. every1's SO studious. kinda stressed to be that way. oh by the way, did i mention we changed the whole seating arrangement? according to height. just when i made a new friend. stephanie. also an indonesian scholar. she's rather nice :) but we all had different seats anyway. the girl next to me is samantha. and she erm. can't stop talking. when every1 started on their chem worksheet, she was telling me how she's uncomfortable with the whole class being so studious and all that. i don't think i am able to concentrate that well with her beside me. oh please. *crosses fingers and prays she pays attention in class* anyway, so both of us didn't do the chem stuff. :)

    then it was english. english teacher was involved in the sec1 orientation. so free period. deedum. just spoke to samantha. one thing about her, she talks quite a lot, so i kind of feel quite comfortable in my class already cos she's like.. i don't know. sometimes when you've got a lot to talk to someone, you'll feel like you're in it. you've blended in. or something like that. :) so i'm not really against her. anyway i like my seat cos people around me are mostly familiar faces. mwahaha. :)

    then it was Emaths. did some work. had our test. oh no save me. i have a bad feeling about the test. somehow i kind of forgot some stuff. and i did wrongly for a 4-mark question. and the test is only upon 15. so i can fail it very easily. darn.

    then it was bio... teacher is on leave. so imagine. we had 2 hours of free periods in all. and i was SO bored. if audrey and elise were in my class, maybe i won't be SO bored. but they aren't. so i was SO bored. hmm. anyway bought a new notebk. pretty proud of it. *grin* shall take a pic of it someday LOL. i'm psychotic.

    yay finally a day that's much better. fits the layout anyway. :)
    // posted by the full fledged nut @ 1/05/2004 05:37:00 pm