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a full fledged
nut's deep thoughts
Wednesday, March 31, 2004
bwahhaa i'm so sorry darlings. i've shifted :D again. yes i'm sorry! you gotta update your links now! heh :) it's... *drumrolls* http://nut.notedonpaper.com isn't the url lovely? :) lovely host too. and i like my site. the layout's a bit simple for the mo, but simple is classy; simple is good. hahaha. i hope. till the next layout, i guess i'm leaving it as it is :)
take care!
(bye fullfledgednut! *sniffle*)
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/31/2004 08:18:00 pm
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
pinched it from lianne :) (thaaaaaankiew dear! :D)
10 important things in my bag:
1. wallet
2. mobile
3. receiver
4. keys
5. tissue (LOL not SO important but it's just in my school bag all the time)
6. specs. in case something happens to my contact lens
7. contact lens case. as above.
8. at least one postcard. lol (don't ask)
9. a pen
10. wax case. (for braces)
9 things I really want right now:
1. to jump into a pool. (but i guess i can only have a bath to substitute that.)
2. to curl my hair. (don't ask either lol)
3. to have some ice cream or chocolate, for that matter. (oh i miss the mudpies. *sniff*)
4. to catch a movie. have yet to catch a good movie in a long time.
5. to shop. haven't gone shopping in a long time either.
6. to have coffee at Starbucks. i haven't been there for years!
7. to complete my site. so i can shift sooner and not have to worry about it.
8. to rockclimb. sudden urge.
9. to have 10 hrs of sleep.
8 of my favourite foods:
1. chocolate! (i second that! *nod*)
2. cheesecake
3. baked rice
4. ice cream. most of 'em
5. cookies
6. mango pudding
7. spring rolls. (the cake sort. not those chinese one with stuff in it.)
8. cheeseburgers. oh i'm dying to eat all of these now. but i can't for most of 'em. *cries*
7 of my closest friends (in no particular order):
1. seige. (she's my cousin but i'll count her down as friend.)
2. audrey
3. lianne
4. kenneth
5. ming li
6. brenda
7. elise
6 of my favourite movies: (no particular order either)
1. Lion King (don't ask)
2. Mr Deeds
3. The Wedding Singer
4. Uptown Girls (don't ask why)
5.
6.
*i really can't think. i'm hopeless when you ask me about movies. cos every1 of 'em is nice, but what i really like is a different story. usually one that makes me cry a lot is a great movie. but my mind's blank now!
5 things in my room:
1. the messy table. lol
2. my wardobe
3. my bed! my comfy bed with my tkgs doll on the edge, along with my hamtaro beanie, and my soft pillow and bolster. and blankie. :)
4. my posters. they're all hung up INSIDE the wardrobe doors. heh. and cupboard doors. quite embarrassing to exhibit them now.
5. all my photo albums and letters and postcards and all that. :)
4 things I ate/drank today:
1. milo in the morning, and bread. i managed to eat that!
2. vitamins with water..
3. rice and dishes for recess. FINALLY! RICE!! lol
4. chicken rice for lunch. bwahha RICE!
3 things I can't live without:
1. my radio
2. my handphone
3. myself. LOL
2 things I usually read:
1. romance stuff.
2. novels..abt people's life...
1 person I can't forget: no1 in particular. not that i forget about everyone. just that i think of different people.. here, there... and everywhere. lol. kay nevermind :)
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/30/2004 05:34:00 pm
Monday, March 29, 2004
ohmygoodness. did i just say that in one second?! i was hunting for my address book, and look what I found!
 
oh the memories! i thought i lost those forever!! and i found those postcards of Utt that PJ got for me! (*huggles pj*) ahhh. i can't believe i found them!! *does the happy dance* oh man it's such a great day :)
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/29/2004 06:28:00 pm
whoopee! i'm a happy girl today. :) firstly, Emaths CA was relatively easy. i think. i hope. :)
secondly, Brenda said she's happy with her new seat because of the people sitting around her. *AHEM* lol i turned to her and gave me cheesy grin, and she went, "Oh NEVERMIND." LOL dead hilarious. i love my seat too. :D i love shi yu, brenda that bunch. bwahhaa. Friday's sports day! might ask them out. hahaha funny thing is i haven't had a neoprint with ANYONE from my secondary school. *blink* that's pathetic. and i'm having a huge fetish for neoprints, cos my bro took neoprints with his friends the other day and they turn out really nice and funny. so mwahah might drag them to take neoprints :)
thirdly, met up with my cousin for lunch. bus #291 got on my nerves for a bit. *mutter* (YP YOUR BUS LAH!) everytime when i'm waiting for a bus to go home, EVERYTHING comes except my buses. (and yes i have tons of buses accessible actually. but apparently they simply refuse to come.) Especially #291. it'll come exceptionally often. and today, every bus that i could take home came and gone, and 291 simply didn't want to come. grrr! i had to wait what? 15 minutes? 5-6 buses which would come near my house came and left! ah!
anyway, moving along, i was at the foodcourt waiting for her to arrive, and i suddenly saw this bunch of girls from neighbourhood school (shan't mention names) approaching the foodcourt. and they stared at me for a minute. LOL which is funny cos i had this funny feeling they were gonna bash me up or something. (alright quit laughing!) anyway i had the most delicious Mee Soto i've ever had :)
fourthly, i can bite a little now!!! wooohoooo!! or... at least a little. heh. just that the teeth doesn't seem THAT sharp anymore. heh
finally, last but not least, a host found me. mwahhaa!! yippee i'm happy, cos she seems really terribly nice in her email she sent me :) like finally i don't have to go around asking for host. thank god. once i shift into that, i'll mention it here again. yay! and her site's here! and she thinks my life's "interesting". hahahaha woohoo! :)
seems like what the papers said about my horoscope was pretty much true for yesterday. it said i'll be in purrr-fect mood (i'm quoting here!) for the week. oh goody!
AND i figured my Physics formative test's postponed to next week cos they just set a rule that said the maximum in a week is 3 tests. YAY!!! i love the new rule BWHAHAA. so i've only got to study Chemistry and Chinese. which sucks bad enough, but i'm almost done with chemistry. so yaaaaay.
woo. feels great to be happy!
p/s: OH NO!! I was asked to replace my friend for 4X100m relay for sports day for my class. I freaked out. cos i'm running 4X100m relay for AVA Club!! AND HOW CAN I EVER RUN!! i wanna be either starter or last runner. not because i'm good at running, but because i suck at passing baton!! first and last, you'll either pass or receive. that's all. and god knows how long i last ran for sports day! i think it was pri5? i was first runner, but back then first runner only runs 50m. hahahahaha. oh noooooooooooooo. oh noooooooooo poor AV's gonna lose. shucks!
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/29/2004 05:13:00 pm
Sunday, March 28, 2004
since there were annoyance present when i was typing this lyrics out to others, i'll do it here. (edit: i have this funny feeling that person thinks i meant is as that person's annoying, but meant it as that person was showing the act of being annoyed when i typed it out.) love this song. it's especially great to sing it when you feel low. like maybe when you get back your term1's progress report, and get scolded for failing your english.
I am a mountain, I am a tall tree
Ohhh, I am a swift wind, Sweepin' the country
I am a river, Down in the valley
Ohhh, I am a vision, And I can see clearly
If anybody asks u who I am,
Just stand up tall look 'em in the face and say
I'm that star up in the sky
I'm that mountain peak up high
I made it, I'm the worlds greatest
And I'm that little bit of hope
When my backs against the ropes
I can feel it, mmm, I'm the worlds greatest
I am a giant, I am an eagle
I am a lion, Down in the jungle
I am a marchin' band, I am the people
I am a helpin' hand, And I am a hero
If anybody asks u who I am
Just stand up tall look 'em in the Face and say
I'm that star up in the sky
I'm that mountain peak up high
I made it, I'm the worlds greatest
And I'm that little bit of hope
When my backs against the ropes
I can feel it, I'm the worlds greatest
lovely joy to sing it. :) anyway, yeah i DID get scolded for Eng. i was absolutely delighted to realise that i passed my higher chinese! (OMG) lol i think she did award me 'sympathy' marks, cos my other friend who passed had no increase in marks. whee i love that teacher now. :D she made me pass! so my L1R5, at least the language's a pass not a fail. whew. (sorry audrey! didn't mean to spite you or anything k? lemmi just rejoice first!) my godddddddddd cos i'd be in humongous trouble if i failed both languages. if you have parents who don't care, it doesn't matter. if you have a WHOLE FAMILY who cares, it matters greatly. (seige'll understand. think 4th uncle. lol) i wouldn't have mind to fail english, with the average score of the whole cohort to be a fail too. but it's a pass! @#$%&*!~#$
the bottom few may seem fantastic but i'm particularly happy with both Math and Chemistry! god knows how badly i thought i'd do for A-Maths. wheeeeeeeee heh. :p think i got 5th in class for Emaths, and 7th for Chem. or the other way round. something like that :)
HAHAHAHA quiet disposition HAHAHAH let me give you a hint why. she's my Emaths teacher, and i'm awfully quiet in Emaths. HAHAHA! if my Amaths teacher were to comment, she wouldn't say i'm quiet. remember all that shoutings across the room? haahahhahaa. funny. hahahhahaha
anyway, my mum bought me this real weird cake-bread. the brown part's cake, and the white's bread.
interesting ey? anyway because i have this..
it's never a better excuse to eat cakes! bwahha. i have this huge fetish for cakes lately. the crave's devouring me! give me more cakes!! anytime! bwahah my mum said she's gonna buy cheesecake for me later. those sponge type i guess. and i had tons and tons of spring rolls. yuuuuuuuuum. *hungry*
Me myself and i
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/28/2004 11:53:00 am
Saturday, March 27, 2004
It's been pretty fun during classes lately. Especially with Maryam (my vice-chairperson) around! She's been nice and sabotage-y to me lately haha. Like on Wednesday, during Amaths. *rolls eyes @ Samantha (sammi, that's y I asked who are you when u left ur name as Sam on my tag -grin-)*
Mrs Loy: (yadda something about her teaching pri sch kids before)
Class: thought you said you taught English before?
Mrs Loy: *disgusted look*
Nadine: ENGLISH IS NICE!!
Sam: YAR!!
Mrs Loy: Is this a lit class?
Lit ppl: YAR!!!!!
Geog ppl: NOOOO!!
Mrs Loy: huh?
Me: A quarter of the class is lit!
Maryam: YAR!! 11 PEOPLE!!
Mrs Loy: ohhh! And PENG GUANG IS IN LIT AH?!
(peng guang's from china, but she's in S'pore for pretty long already)
Sam: YAR! Swee huang oso in lit! so surprising!
Maryam: huang in lit not surprising what!
Sam: surprising! She looks the geog type! Looks too guai to be in lit.
Maryam: HUANG GUAI?? In actual fact she’s not THAT guai, hor huang?
Me: OI!
Sam: OH YAR!! Like the bus incident.
(MY GOD YOU’RE STILL HARPING ON THAT?!)
Zhe Ya: oh yar oh yar!! *gets excited*
Me: *rolls eyes*
Kim: what bus what bus?
Shi yu: Yar what bus?
Brenda: what bus?
Yan see: what?
*faint* I'll kill Sam someday I swear.
Then yesterday was hilarious too. Went to school, subconsciously flaunting my braces. EVERYONE who actually talks to me went, "hey! You put on braces ah? Pain or not?" those very DOH questions. But never mind, I’ll take it as they asked out of concern :) hahaha and it was Lit class! So, I was waiting for the lit people to get out of the class to walk with them.
Maryam: HUANG!! U PUT ON BRACES??!?!!
Me: erm yar
Maryam: cool! When did you put on?
Me: when? Last night (Thursday night).
Maryam: ohh, pain anot?
Me: duh!
Sam: duh she's mumbling!
Me: is it??
Sam: yar!
Me: haha oops
Maryam: she look very cute with braces man hahaha
Me: *rolls eyes*
Sam: yar I always think people with braces very cute.
Me: err..
Maryam: how long do you have to put?
Me: errm about 2 years?
Maryam: oh.. ouch man
Me: haha yeah I went to Nadia's dentist. (erm they’re not exactly very fond of nadia, who was the chairperson of 2e6 last year)
Maryam: IS IT?!?
Me: haha yar
Maryam: oh okay. Why did you there?!
Me: why not?
Maryam: she recommended ah?
Me: Yar..
Maryam: OH. DINE(Nadine)! Huang went to Nadia’s dentist!
Nadine: issit?
Maryam: Yah.
Nadine: *blink*
And later on, Ms Ang (lit teacher) wanted me to read some passage in the lit text. and whenever someone else wanted me to say something or read something, maryam will start saying, "oi she just put on braces! Give her mouth a break lah! Give her a break!!" damn hilarious. She's a dear nonetheless. Lol
However, after Lit was Social Studies. Then she went nuts. (I mean she's always nuts, but well. LOL) when Mdm Azizan (SS teacher) was asking who was the girl who shifted from the right corner to somewhere nearer to the front. (she took the seat of someone who was absent cos she couldn’t see well from the back) maryam then immediately shouted back "SWEE HUANG(sounded funny cos she always called me 'ah huang' or simply 'huang')!!" (I did shift from a corner to somewhere nearer to the front but erm it wasn't voluntary! And that was ages ago!) then they went HUH? Cos it was a Malay girl. LOL Gee!
And later on, Mdm Azizan was going through some answers to some stuff. And she went, "okay this is only 10 out of 12 marks. So what else can you add to get full marks? Come on! If you don't give me the answer you're not gonna get full marks!" and Maryam, for whatever reason, starts going, “HUANG! QUICK LAH! GIVE HER THE ANSWER!" and I had NO IDEA why, or what the answer was. Then I started shouting, "WHY IS MARYAM SABO-ING ME!" *rolls eyes* then the ppl around me who heard laughed. GEE. I'll kill her someday too. Lol :p
I'm loving my class really. :) there are many a times that I still do start whining about how much I miss my sec2 class, cos in actual fact, I'm sure all the 2e6 people in my class miss it. There was simply much more fun and the class was a great mix of everyone. In 3e1, there’s only the nuts people, the normal people, and the studious ones. In 2e6 there's all sorts, which makes it really funny and fun! Oh well! Anyhow, I'm loving the people around me. Brenda's been a fun person to talk to, since she's sitting on my right. Shi Yu's in front of me and she keeps copying my homework! OI! Lol and erm, the indo scholar on my left slept in err Physics class? I think! The Chinese scholar behind me is fantastic cos whatever I’m not sure of, she'd be of great help even though all explanations would be in Chinese. Lol
The people I actually love in my class is most of the 2e6 people, most of the Lit people. And most of the people around me are wonderful. Yes I'm learning to look on the bright side ok? Improving a lot, yes? :p
Wonder if Maryam's gonna do that, "give her a break!" thing to Mr Harries (eng public speaking instructor) on the following Tuesday when he makes us do a speech. Lol!
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/27/2004 05:41:00 pm
Thursday, March 25, 2004
it hurts. IT HURTS!! *whines* the bloody braces. they don't have black, so she gave me dark blue, and when it's stretched, it looks like normal blue. hmm. i look like one big fat idiot. *whine* it hurtsssssssssss a lotttttttttttttt. waaaaaaaaaaaaa *whine*
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/25/2004 09:04:00 pm
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
ahhhh my god. did anyone watch 'Oh Carol!'? let me just rant. honestly i SWEAR i got over him. but that show just drove me nuts again!
UTT KISSED CAROL LIKE 3 MILLION TIMES! (ok maybe 3 times, but what the heck?) 3 MILLION TIMES!! and that "because i cannot see myself waking up every single day beside anyone but you" IS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO TAKE!! lol utt's cheating on me!! (LOL right) ahhhhhhhh cannot take it anymore!! LOL the show's getting lovely with him around, BUT NO!!!!!! UTT WITH CAROL?!?! NOOOOOOOO!!! lol
utt with someone twice his age is WRONG. but someone half his age wouldn't be THAT bad y'know. HAHA right. i'm going cranky. pardon me :)
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/23/2004 09:03:00 pm
was looking through my folders, and i suddenly found where all my 2e6 pics went to! :) ah i'm so glad to find them... reminisce the times...
don't ask. lol
we didn't feel like posing the natural way by saying 'cheese' and smiling all the time..
oh yesh we're gonna be in the same school for 10 years!
i have a funny feeling audrey's gonna kill me for putting up the pics. lol
again, don't ask. the shoes belong to elise, audrey, adora and me!
oh i miss every one of them lol
funny how i got closer to many of those whom i didn't think i would get close to this year... and those whom i thought i'd click with even more this year, apparently didn't work out. hmmm
love all you darlings :)
p/s: yesh, i'm not photogenic. but i want them to be remembered so i'll put them up :)
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/23/2004 07:19:00 pm
Was complaining about the weather earlier, with sweat trickling down my forehead, and Bedok interchange was bloody smoky. It was like some industrial area or something. And after that luscious bath, oh how wonderful now :) lol now yes, don't mind me, I'm just putting my Public Speaking enrichment to good use, not that I'm speaking aloud now, but we were told to give a speech on an introduction of ourselves and our favourite food whereby we're supposed to exaggerate on. By which I think I might go with the first ever mud pie I devoured at n.y.d.c. (lianne any idea what the name of it is? Manhattan mud pie or cookie monster mud pie? Hmm) It's like a slice of cake with layers of different sort of chocolates, and the cream is oh-so-fantabulous which makes you drool at first sight. The first bite could bring the dead back to life! One mud pie's all I need to brighten up my blues. Hahaha right. Well they DID specifically say we have to exaggerate :)
Anyway it's been a true relief to complete the English project (I've been whining about it last few entries... esp. the one about leaving my work in school) today!! Wahoo!! And it looks fantastic :) dead proud of it, I'm telling ya! Should take a picture of it another day...it's called The Guacamole (pronounced as gua-ker-mou-lee) Print. And it looks amazing! Ah if I were the teacher I'd ace my group for the layout ;) Unfortunately I'm not the teacher so... keeping my fingers crossed there!
Got scolded today which was dead annoying. *rolls eyes* was late for AV duty in the morning. Was supposed to play some rubbish music at 7.10 but we reached at 7.15am. Whatever. I would take the blame cos I was the one who met my friend slightly later than usual, but on the other hand, who bloody appreciates the stupid music we play? Nobody. Trust me. You do the math. Considering the number of people who are always late, plus the number of people who come JUST on time, and the number of people who come like 7.15-onwards. And the speakers at the classroom block aren't functioning at its best. So, why should we come so early to play it? You tell me. Sheesh. Considering I apologized, he refused to accept my bloody apology and yelled at us on the spot. There's more to it. My friend's sec4, so she'll be blamed more. Apparently they didn't know I was vice-chairperson of AVA, so they put the blame more on the level rep than the vice-chairperson. That itself is making me feel bad, cos in the first place I was the one who caused us to be late! But still, fucking hell! I haven't been yelled at in ages, cos being friendly to them usually always work. But if he's stubborn... oh what the heck. Up to him lah, whatever.
Anyway, we shifted seats yesterday. I like my seat cos it's so near the front! Bwahaha. I shan't be able to drift away during lessons anymore. But that means I can't sms in class anymore cos I'm no longer next to the pillar. Oopsie. But it'll take a bit of time before I adapt to the people around me. Most of the people who sat near me shifted to the other end of the classroom! *sniffle* I merely moved to the next row. Ah well. Anyhow, the one on my left is an Indonesian scholar, and the one behind me's a Chinese scholar. And the one on the right of the Chinese scholar is a DAMN SMART Indonesian scholar. *sniff* the tension's still there. Gah oh well.
Back to the English Enrichment, our instructor's Mr. Harries, from Australia, born in exactly between Brisbane and Sydney. Interesting stuff, cos it was public speaking! Hahaha.. and it's always fun, with instructors from abroad :) he's dead hilarious! Ahh I can't wait for the next session! Whee!
Anyway, yes, I have, now, 4 spaces in my mouth, and an ulcer, even before I've got braces on, and that'd be Thursday night. *shudder* but it's kinda exciting actually, if I don't think too much about the pain I'm gonna have to go through. I want the braces all black! Oughta be cool! But it's awfully scary as well. It'd be terrifyingly hard to calm my nerves by Thursday. *shudder*
Anyway I can't believe how many days I haven't blogged. No, don't give me stares. I haven't gone all studious. It's just that the bloody comp's not been in my favour. Once, I typed a long entry and was about to finish it off, and the comp shut down on me. Can you imagine that? Sheesh!
Recap: Thursday, went to school before I rushed off to attend my cousin's choir concert ;) which was lovely...
and because I was alone (and extra), I made friends with the family who was sitting beside me, and the cab driver who drove me to Victoria Concert Hall :) he asked if I've eaten dinner, I asked about his work, he asked about my studies, those sort of stuff. He's really friendly. Shucks, should've taken his namecard or something. Could get him more business haha.
Friday: was at school again, before I rushed off to my dentist. For a record, I've been to the dentist for 3 times in a single week. Wow. 4 times in a month, if you count this coming Thursday. (ah it's scaring me!)
Saturday: Went to school to support my class's cheerleaders woohoo! And the results were out today, we're amongst the top2!! Going for finals next Friday during sports day! YIPPEE!! Go 3e1 go! :p but we (the ex 2e6ers in 3e1) were kinda reminiscing our previous year's experience. Funny why many questioned me why I wasn't in cheerleading. Do I look the cheerleader-type to you? Hmm... weird people. We almost decided to pop in front of the judges after current 2e6 performs, and perform our sec2 cheer. And as Audrey and I were chanting, rather surprised we could remember almost every bit of the cheer. I MISS 2E6 2003!!
Following which, met up with Kenneth for lunch at katong mall, which is funny cos my school's like 3-4 stops away from there, and I've never stepped in there before, but he lives all the way the other side of the island, and he's familiar with that place. Hmmm okay. And whenever I meet him, he claims that it's my fault for his crappiness. HMMM...
On the way out of there, very unfortunately we met my schoolmates, who began interrogating me (nothing surprising. Like last year, Melissa interrogated me when she saw yp and me at parkway. Geez). They were hilarious though. They could even say stuff like, "liars will get punished you know?" when they simply didn't believe me. *shakes head* well, I’m sorry I have guys as friends. *raises eyebrows* lol and before that I tried convincing them he was my brother and it was reaaaaaaaally funny. Lol
After that, met my cousin for an unplanned movie, and we caught Scooby Doo 2, which was totally not worth the $8.50. It was quite funny at points of the show, but apart from that, nothing much really. And erm, we went to our uncle's place for dinner after that. But before we arrived there, we had to walk past a lot of houses, (semi-detached ones) and there were 2 large fierce dogs that started barking at us when they first saw us, and one of them looked horrifyingly similar to Scooby Doo, that I almost thought it was gonna talk to us. LOL oopsie.
AND today...
Brenda (who sits beside me): Swee Huang! You got boyfriend right?
Me: huh?
Brenda: you got boyfriend right?
Me: no
Brenda: *stares at my eye expression*
Me: you trying to observe my eye expression ah?
Brenda: you got boyfriend right? *refuses to give up and continues observing*
Me: no *flutter*
Brenda: don't bluff lah
Shi yu (who sits in front of me): huh what?
Brenda: she got boyfriend right?
Shi yu: IS IT? *stares at me*
Me: no lah!
Shi yu: I only know she got a brother.
Me: HOW YOU KNOW I GOT A BROTHER??
Shi yu: I smart what
Me: *raises eyebrow* Brenda, do you know I got a brother?
Brenda: no
Me: then how shi yu know!!
Shi yu: hahaha
Brenda: you got a brother ah?
Me: Yah.
Brenda: oh then I saw one is your brother lor...
LOL and after all that, I haven't gone out with my brother for like... tons and tons of weeks. HMMMM... lame friends I have anyway. I did the "brenda! You got boyfriend right!" thing back at her later on though. Hahahaha immaturity is a bliss. Lol well when you don't go overboard. :)
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/23/2004 05:41:00 pm
Friday, March 19, 2004
If you...
1. ...owned a restaurant, what kind of food would you serve?
none. i'll own a cafe. with stuff like brownies, cakes, cookies, those sort. of course with juices and coffee.
2. ...owned a small store, what kind of merchandise would you sell?
CDs. i'll be playing all the CDs i wanna listen to. so i won't have to buy.
3. ...wrote a book, what genre would it be?
romance novel prolly.
4. ...ran a school, what would you teach?
maths. (don't ask)
5. ...recorded an album, what kind of music would be on it?
pop probably ;) or ballads? i'm no good at r&b sort. lol my bro says my voice doesn't have the 'flava'. *rolls eyes*
=====
and. i'm getting REAL PISSED. by simply talking to a classmate on msn. she's driving me mad. and it's not as though i'm in the friendliest mood.
she says:
finish your eng ca already?
me says:
no. don't remind me. left it in school.
she says:
oh so haven't finish lah?
(errr, DUH? i said DON'T REMIND ME, remember?)
me says:
no.
she says:
finish all hwk already?
me says:
no.
she says:
amaths right?
me says:
ya.
she says:
chem got how many w/s to finish/
she says:
?
me says:
dono leh. din count
she says:
a lot?
(DOH U HAVE THE CHEM WORKSHEETS. U WOULD KNOW IF IT'S A LOT.)
she says:
he!
she says:
press control key..
she says:
nice?
she says:
?
she says:
?
she says:
hoie
she says:
hoi
she says:
hoi
she says:
hoi
(AND DON'T BE SILLY! like flooding my screen's gonna help capture my attention. *rolls eyes* if i'm busy, even if the sound goes on forever, i wouldn't chk it ok? and flooding is a childish thing. esp when i'm sure i didn't leave that window alone for more than a minute. CAN U IMAGINE THAT?)
me says:
?
she says:
press control key
me says:
and?
(oh yes. press the ctrl key. yup i'm gonna noe what's gonna happen. sure!)
she says:
u see circles?
she says:
?
me says:
no
she says:
blind..
(I DON'T SEE IT DOESNT MEAN I AM BLIND. IT MEANS THERE IS NO FREAKING CIRCLES APPEARING OK? WHAT IS UP WITH THE FREAKING CIRCLES? moreover, it COULD be YOU who's hallucinating. *raises eyebrows*)
she says:
place ur mouse in the middle of the screen..
she says:
then press control key..
she says:
?
me says:
it's still the same cursor
me says:
8-)(roll eyes smiley)
she says:
wad?
(i do have that funny feeling she doesn't know what cursor means. LOL so let's keep going on with the cursor thing.)
me says:
same cursor
she says:
:@(furious smiley)
she says:
press the "Ctrl" key on the keyboard..
she says:
:@(furious smiley)
she says:
:@(furious smiley)
(yesh. there u go. flood again. ridiculous. like i DON'T KNOW ctrl key's on the keyboard. DOH. where else is it. on the mouse?!)
me says:
YAR i KNOW. it is STILL the same cursor.
(deedum. keep going with the cursor :p)
she says:
huh?
(see? i swear she doesn't know what a cursor is. LOL)
she says:
no..
me says:
SAME CURSOR!! SAME MOUSE CURSOR!!
(BWAHHAHA)
she says:
u should see circles moving..
she says:
i mean circles appering
she says:
appearin8
(doh. yesh yesh i UNDERSTAND english ok? I know what 'circles moving/appearing' means. i know what cursor means too. lol)
me says:
don't have
she says:
have la..
(what's with you being persistent. it's MY loss [loss? what loss? LOL] if i don't see the circles ok? STOP INSISTING IT IS APPEARING ON MY SCREEN AND IM TOO BLIND TO SEE IT COS IT IS MY SCREEN OBVIOUSLY I KNOW IT BETTER!)
she says:
i tried it..
me says:
mine don't have
me says:
diff comps lah
she says:
but sch one oso have..
(yes. sch one has. urs has. so every comp in the world has. *nod* makes sense.)
she says:
my com cannot see mails leh..
she says:
dunno wad problems..
(AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. so i'm supposed to show sympathy, or empathise with you... or go on with the cursor?)
she says:
haiz
me says:
*shrug*
she says:
gtg
she says:
bb
(oh you could've said that much earlier. *nod*)
me says:
cya
golly. i'm so mean. lol
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/19/2004 06:05:00 pm
OH MY GOD. i totally screwed up like everything. oh crap i'm so dead. i did my english proj in school, on the desktop. and i forgot to save it back to the diskette or send it to my own email. i'm hugely dead. i'm horrifyingly gonna get murdered. oh my god. oh my god. please somebody. pray for me. oh holy crappo. it's due on tuesday. i'm dead. i'm dead. i'm dying. oh crap. *wails*
oh no. i have like a whole lot of crap to talk about. but i'm pretty freaked out at the moment so i'll leave it till i've calmed down. holy sh*t. i can't believe i could commit such a grave mistake. oh please don't let it be deleted. pls let the lab be open tomorrow. pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. f**k.
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/19/2004 05:06:00 pm
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
yes i finally caught up with all the tv shows! FINALLY!! heh heh. watched 2 consecutive episodes of smallville + last week's american idol, the wildcard round + results. and i realised i miss watching RUBEN'S DIMPLES! :p well they were cute. but i'd definitely look even more forward to clay returning to the show to perform. ruben's "sorry 2004" wasn't the best choice. but then again, he's only released flying without wings and sorry2004, if i'm not wrong. so if he sings flying without wings, it's so Ruben Studdard - the American Idol, and not Ruben Studdard - the graduated singer. hmm well.. anyway
I LOVE JON PETER LEWIS! hahahahaha. i love the hawaiians in the top12 too. so currently, i'm supporting jon (DUH), camilie, diana, jasmine, george (HAHA) erm, can't think of the rest but they're more or less aight :) and yay! american idol tonight! haha. wonder what the theme is... woot i love the themes!
i tried to catch a bit of IT (incredible tales) last night. but no, it's FREAKY!!! i couldn't stand it. *shudder* DO NOT tell me to sit it or i'll kill you. lol.
had my dental appointment today by the way. yup. it's official. 2 teeth down, 2 more to go. and it's on friday!! it's by far a brand new record. visiting the dentist THRICE in a week. whoa. sunday, wednesday, friday. lol well gotta get used to it. i heard her saying something about $1500 for braces, can't remember how much for the wires. was it $80? or something like that. maybe $60. maybe $20. LOL i can't remember. $250 for one retainer. so upper + lower will be $500 in total.. and all that stuff. $45 each for extraction. had 2 today, so it's $90. and god knows how many injections i went through to get those 2 adult teeth out. and it's not stopped bleeding yet. i did try convincing ppl it would've dripped 2 full buckets of blood, if i didn't try rinsing it or whatsoever. disgusting thought though. *shudder* gah i'm gonna have a problem eating. they are HOLES!! *shudder*
i'm not really bothering to do my work. lol. i've been dead tired. and way past my scheduled work. i haven't done what i was s'posed to do on saturday. so i'm dead. yay. i don't quite care honestly. it IS my holiday, fair 'nuff. hmpfh.
school tomorrow, fri and saturday. *sniff*
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/17/2004 04:31:00 pm
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
Friday Five
1. What was the last song you heard?
er. "If We Hold On Together" by erm. us. (camp committee) it was a forfeit. lol
2. What were the last two movies you saw?
"parent trap" (sunday). erm. next is probably "stuck on you"? k that is yonks ago.
3. What were the last three things you purchased?
bread. KFC for lunch on sunday. erm. paid for the rockclimbing thing? also on sunday.
4. What four things do you need to do this weekend?
-complete all my homework
-go sch support my class cheerleaders
-go out with seige (hopefully) catch movie?
-have a goooooooood rest
5. Who are the last five people you talked to?
-bro
-seige
-mum
-grams
-say hoon
anyway, i'm very tired. very. it started out very badly.
DAY1
the camp that is. people refused to co-operate. no enthusiasm. treat all the committee as slaves. the sec4s had this HUGE AP. like when i freaking tell them the Do's and Don'ts, that OBVIOUSLY STATES, "NO EATING AT ANY VENUE EXCEPT THE CANTEEN" this f senior takes out her bread to have her breakfast or something. i told her no eating in the studio (we settled there..) and she started turning to her friends and said, SARCASTICALLY, "is she a POP? (prefect on probation)" obviously i heard. so i told her straight to the face. "I AM NOT A POP." she turned to her friends, "Maybe she WANTS to be one." oh whatever. fuck off. i'm following instructions. u have a problem following instructions, ur free to leave. obviously i didn't say that. but whatever. tell u nicely, don't wanna listen. den buzz off. just too bad. oh yes she's those ah lian type by the way. so i got kinda worried about my belongings being left in the studio for a bit. she's capable of anything. but nah nothing happened. so it was kinda forgotten later on...for me at least.
anyway we had enrichment for Digital Art. which was kinda cool. cos even though we're merely doing bookmarks, i loved it. very cool! :D there were 2 instructors.. Mr Ramesh and Mr Faizal. they're entertaining instructors. *nod* i had my fair bit of praises yesterday. which was really fun. and ego-boosting. lol
anyway later on we had lunch and a lot of games. everyone's playing, or trying to get the game going, whilst the committee runs around. my friend and i in particular running around with a walkie-talkie, trying not to attract too much attention with it. (*rolls eyes*)
later on was bbq, which was crappy too cos no1 helped. but we had our fair bit of fun. and they said they enjoyed the treasure hunt at night the most. it was amazing race style. in the dark. but my friend and i, again, didn't take part, and we just had a rest in the staff room, whining about the camp. and my friend broke down. which was kinda scary cos i didn't think it was THAT disappointing. oh well. anyway when lights were off, we had meeting. in the staff lounge. ahahhahaa. i was bugging mr ang to let us have meeting there and he kept asking us to scram, but we didn't anyway. ahahhaha. later on we just joined the rest in the studio to sleep. =) i love sleeping in a sleeping bag! GAH! i'm an alien! *shudder* but it was fun hiding under the covers, smsing. *cough* yeah. so we slept at midnight-ish. and suddenly at 2 in the morning, i suddenly woke up. and realised it was only 2. i thought it was gonna be time for us to wake up! *blink* and i fell asleep again, and woke up at 2.30. *blinks again* so annoyed to know only such little time passed. but when my friends woke me up at 5.45, i was complaining. lol WHY CAN'T SLP LONGER! :p heh.
DAY 2
much better day today. though the enrichment was bad. i was bullied. insulted. humiliated. *blink* yea it's the instructors. *blink* i had all the images done on day1, and i was left with the text. (after feeling rather contented with what they said about it being nice) however, i just couldn't squeeze out the creative juices, nor did i get any inspiration. so i was stuck with this weirdly done text.
me: (raises hand)
mr faizal: yes?
me: err, i need help.
mr faizal: why?
me: my text looks retarded.
mr faizal: yar, i agree.
me: *glares*
mr faizal: wait ah.. (goes to help another student before coming to me again) yar it looks retarded.
me: i know. *rolls eyes*
mr faizal: hmmm, i'll try. but mr ramesh is better at texts.
me: okay, thank you.
mr faizal: (works on it till mr ramesh comes back) Mr Ramesh! Come come come! help her with her text. (prepares to walk off)
mr ramesh: (stares at screen) mr faizal help you do one ah?
me: err yah
mr faizal: well it looks less retarded than just now right?
mr ramesh: (undo everything then stares) it's not retarded. it's spastic.
me: FINEEEEEEEEEEEE (people around me laughs. THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT DARLINGS! lol)
grr grr grrrrrrrrrrrr.
*mutter*
GRRRRRRRRRRR
...
RAH!
anyway after that we had lunch. *rolls eyes* we had to serve the instructors. so i kept going to and fro, and even though some food i served were not for them, mr ramesh kept thanking me. *blink* then i just had to smile and said you're welcome. and he said he'll put 'our' work up on the net. (only chosen ones will be up y'see.) errr. so i just went er heh okay. (he's acting as though me bringing the food to them was a bribery! *blink*) neverminddddddd.
mine (top; bookmark), my friend's (bottom; greeting card)
 
anyway day2 games were very fun :) at least we (the committee) participated in the number-guessing game. which might sound lame, but playing with all of those who were left was a lot of fun. they were mostly the rather-enthu people left. which is really funny cos we try to sabotage one another. and all the forfeits make it really funny. anyway i think i'm losing my voice. anyway day2 made it pretty worthwhile. thank god. my friend and the rest of the committee wanted to give up, and end the camp after lunch on day2. but i didn't want our efforts to go to waste, so only mr ang and i were telling every1 to continue, since we planned so much and all that. whee. it's finally over! one load off my list of things to do. WHEE!! :D
but kinda pissed. fuck. read this. I KNEW IT. she f***ing told me she was coming. put her into a stupid group and they lack of a member most of the time BECAUSE OF HER. DEN SHE TOLD MR ANG SHE HAS A FREAKING MC. DOES SHE? NO! SHE F***ING SKIPPED IT DELIBERATELY. oh wow. how fantabulous. we should have more of this sorta activities. she's been judged too much on the work she delivers. because she does things well does not mean she's a great person. she's unappreciative to start things off. unenthusiastic. unhelpful. unrespectful. self-centred. liar. waste of time. don't wanna come, tell us I AM NOT COMING. don't tell us YAR I AM COMING. -_- that wastes A LOT OF EFFORT OK?
and *toot* all those who deliberately not come on the day2 just because mr ang screamed at you all on day1. serves you all right for being rebellious for a bit. i'm SO SORRY u missed the fun today. i'd just LOVE to laugh at you all. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. LOSERS. 'least i'm quite sure those who stayed today didn't regret staying today.
btw, *cough* after all that cursings, i shall remain calm. got a couple of compliments (ego-boosting! lol) last night and today. =) mr ang and mr yip says i "never complain". ONE of my very enthu-seniors think i'm "gonna make a good chairman" (GOD SAVE ME) and i begged to differ but she said, i was like "the backbone of the committee". ooh that sounded fantastic. :p shucks. talk about being humble. lol. and another senior gave me a sweet this morning for "being nice". hmm. weird people. lol
but yaaaaay it's overrrrrrrrrrrr. thank god.
sigh. dental tomorrow. the real extraction. *shudder*
{{//edited the unnecessary vulgarities. well..most//}}
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/16/2004 09:37:00 pm
Sunday, March 14, 2004
today was fuuuuuuun. ok apart from the dental appointment in the morning. lol
the dental appointment was a-ok. i've gotta go back on wednesday to get those teeth unneeded to be extracted. *shudder* so basically had some weird yellow substance in my teeth for about a minute for the upper and lower jaw separately. my bro claims it's to mould the shape of my teeth. okay but it didn't seem like it. it has this little tinge of vanilla taste. the rest of the taste is CRAP. lol it's so eew that i made funny noises. like i was gonna puke. and i WAS gonna puke. not exaggerating this time. (*glares yp* i don't exaggerate ALL the time. *glare*) anyway it was quite embarrassing. so i apologised but she assured me that all her patients are like that. whew. lol had x-rays done too!
later on, my cousin and i left to go swimming. (yeah we took EXTRA precautions to ensure that it doesnt look like it was gonna rain in Pasir Ris.) and we went off to KFC to makan, and we saw my schoolmate. senior! yikes! haha. and we went on to downtown east and there was this rockclimbing thing where u get to rockclimb for 2 bucks. and i did. haha which was DEAD embarrassing. cos almost everyone who tried were kids. and they all had like 2-3 steps and they couldn't do it any further. lol. and i was telling my cousin, 'I'M gonna do it.' too confidently apparently. hahaha. and i was too broke to waste my 2 bucks. so no, i HAD to do it. besides, when the kids were off the 'wall', i heard parents telling their kids, "watch this jiejie do." so yikes! tension! so i tried. and i was kinda shagged. imagine. swim for a couple of hours. den you JUST had food. and you're gonna rockclimb. yikes! anyway, i took off. it was alright at the beginning. then oh dear, energy draining out. oh dear no space for my right foot. oh no. stretch!! and all that. then the guys were trying to help me as well. 'stretch out both legs!' 'stretch to the top!' etc. and i made it all the way to the top and pressed the button. woohoo. and my cousin cheered, and the guy applauded, and the rest just stared. (in admiration i hope. lol) and i was told to just let go of those grips. but i was contemplating. but well, there goes nothing! it was so dramatic. lol in the air, i spinned one round before landing. and the guy kept telling me i did a great job. bwahha. boost of ego! :D
then on our way home, we took a video. of my cousin, aka the host of this tv show where it introduces you to our residential area. LOL basically around our HDB flat. which is TOTALLY hilarious. (pun, seige. LOL) aight. private joke. lol
anyway, photos! :D no points for guessing where we went to swim!
 
downtown east... they had some challenge. and that's the prize!
and me rockclimbing. *blushes* and the wall! (yes it IS quite high kay. if u can't tell fr the photo..)
 
on the way home...
 
weather when we're back...
and oh yes, i zoomed in while taking the weather. and i figured it looked like "the simpsons" LOL focus on the clouds. it DOES!
k that's lame.
that's all folks :)
psst... rock climbing rocks! (no, no pun intended.) no blogs til tues when i'm back fr camp. if i can take it. lol
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/14/2004 09:30:00 pm
Saturday, March 13, 2004
i can't stand it. i love this song. (thx for sending, yp!)
Yeah, ooooh...We started as friends
But something happened inside me
Now I'm reading into everything
But there's no sign you hear the lightning, baby
You don't ever notice me turning on my charm
Or wonder why I'm always where you are
I've made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I've crushed on you so long, but on and on you get me wrong)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
I've heard you talk about
(Heard you talk about)
How you want someone just like me (Bryan echo: just like me)
But everytime I ask you out
(Time I ask you out)
We never move pass friendly, no no
And you don't ever notice how I stare when we're alone
Or wonder why I keep you on the phone
I've made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I've crushed on you so long but on and on you get me wrong)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
Yeah...
You are my very first thought in the morning
And my last at nightfall
You are the love that came without warning
I need you, I want you to know
I've made it obvious
So finally I'll sing it
(I've crushed on you so long)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
And sing it until the day you're holding me
I've wanted you so long but on and on you get me wrong
I more then adore you but since you never seem to see
But you never seem to see
I'll say it in this love song
*sigh*
anyway, was out with my cousin earlier. *giggle* we're MAD i tell ya. we were supposed to go swimming, and we took a bus there. then i was gripping onto this handle thing. at the door. and this guy was about to alight. then he walked towards there, leaned onto the whole pole, turned and said, "FUCK!" then continued leaning. i swear he was saying it on me or something. oh i'm SO SORRY you HAD to lean on the handle. perhaps your legs couldn't withstand the terrible mass you weigh. oh i'm SO SORRY i had nowhere to hold because the bus was so bloody crowded, and i had to hold on this pole when you HAD tons of space but you HAD to lean on THAT SPECIFIC POLE. aww i'm SO sorry. *pouts like simon cowell* anyway my cousin realised. so it was dead funny.
arse: fuck!
me: *stares*
cousin: *stares at me* (a few secs later) did he say fuck to you?
me: yea i think so. aiyo. (aloud) FUCK.
(both of us giggle)
me: well, SOMEONE HAD to lean on the pole what.
kinda funny. he didn't dare to stare at us after that. HA HA HA. LOSER.
anyway, then we reached there, AND IT STARTED RAINING! (in ben's accent. i remember he said that b4. they wanted to go sun-tanning and it started raining. lol) anyway. it drizzled. so we went to just check it out. and yes the ripples on the pool made it clear. it was raining. so forget it, we went to downtown east. they had some rock-climbing thing (till 20th march!) and i was wearing slippers. DAMN! i would've tried. *sniff* it was indoor. and i reaaaally wanted to try. ah well. i guess i'll try another time. then we went to have dinner and then we went to walk around, by which we went to make candles. :)
 
 
aight they aren't v clear but it's nice :)
then we were at pasir ris interchange and singing and going crappy. recalling everything that happened during American Idol: Uncut Uncensored (Unbelievably) Untalented. and erm. Hung. "i'm currently studying civil engineering. which is kind of funny cos it's TOTALLY not related to music. but i really like music. and i want to make music my living..." and erm. "people call me Hong Kong Ricky Martin. which is kind of funny cos i'm from Hong Kong and i like to sing songs by Ricky Martin." HELLO!?!? that doesn't make sense darling. you need to take comprehension again! though i failed mine, i'm sure i'd do better than him. *nods sagely* that's called confidence, not anything else k? hahaha. and my bro thinks Hung looks like LALA from TELETUBBIES! which is kinda funny cos when i think about those 2 at the same time, they fit! LOL. and he just created the next macarena!
anyway, whilst we were going nuts (though not VERY loudly) at the interchange, this group of malay girls behind us in the queue for bus 21 were staring at us. ^o) we boarded the bus, and upon noticing them wanting to go to the upper deck, we remained on the lower deck. then they alighted before us, and when they alighted, they continued staring at us. stare what stare! sio pak lah!(means 'fight lah!' in dialect) lol (i'm an ah lian! LOL) then they stared, and i stared back at them, till the bus went past them. sheesh. this kind of people, they stare at you, you stare back. it'll shut them up. *shakes head*
what's up with the people on the buses these days! SHEESH.
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/13/2004 10:09:00 pm
Friday, March 12, 2004
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pinched that from lianne's blog (*grin* thx dear)
kinda true. highest was anxiety. lowest is emotional stability. this is scary. how did they know?!
but anyway. GAAAAAAAAAH! the holidays is here. and i'm busier than usual! GAAAAAAH! how can that be!!
tomorrow: Meeting from 9.30 - about 12.30
sunday: dental appointment at 12.30
monday & tuesday: camp
wednesday: MY ONE AND ONLY FREEEEEE DAY!
thursday: Eng Project. (meeting up with friends for it)
friday: AV training at 9, rehearsing cheerleading and collecting my class tee at 1pm.
saturday: giving my class support for cheerleading. starts at 11, but gonna go early at about 9-ish. they wanna rehearse.
and erm sunday's my last free day.
somebody
help
me
!!!!
waaaaaa. and to add to that, i've got tons and TONS and TONS of homework. and a lot to catch up on. gonna sketch out a schedule for myself with all that work. godddddddddddd. A SCHEDULE FOR THAT ONE PATHETIC WEEK!?!??!?!?! oh nooooooooooooo. that's getting pathetic. *in a stuck-up tone* you gotta arrange for an appointment if you wanna meet me, in at least 2 days advance. :p right.
ah anyway i'm pretty much rejuvenated today. which is kinda cool.. (hey i like that word! r-e-j-u-v-e-n-a-t-e-d :p) cos i was quite crappy today. and going a bit insane. and laughing at weird stuff. and doing god-knows-what non-sensical stuff. ahhh which was kinda good. cos at least i'm haaaaaaappy today. ;)
toodles. gonna start working on that schedule.
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/12/2004 07:34:00 pm
Thursday, March 11, 2004
i'm so broke. so freaking broke.
$9 for class tee deposit las week.
$(god knows how much. for all the 10-yr-series)
more to come... SIMPLY TOMORROW, i need to pay..
1) $10 for class tee
2) $7.30 for Chem TYS
3) $13 for AV
and i just spent $27.50 early this week for my bus-concession.
AND i need to get a present for shona.
AND i need money to go shop.
AND i need money cos (*grin seige*) i'm going to catch Saturday Night Fever the musical!
SO THEREFORE, i'm bloody broke. and already i'm feeling bad, taking so much money from my parents this month. they gave me $50 for my bus-concession, and this week's allowance. JUST for this week. how am i gonna get another $30. freak.
ALREADY my amount of money in my piggy bank (often saved up in case of a concert i really wanna go) is going down and down and down. and no, it's decreasing EVEN MORE.
oh blimey. i need a money tree.
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by the way. today, i witnessed one of, by far, the hugest rain. it wasn't raining cats and dogs. it was raining rocks. golly. i was on the bus, almost drenched. and it just left my school not too far away. and it was FLOODED. honestly, flooded. i'm not exaggerating. it was like the height of half the bus's wheel. i was telling my friends that the bus is gonna have a problem braking. the busstops we went past, the platform was at the same level or lower, than the flood. so water's all over. the platform that divides 2 roads was hidden. and the FIRST step on the stairs of the bus was filled with water. it felt so.. titanic-ish! scary! and the water level was increasing! but thankfully we escaped that area or rather that stretch of dangerous road, and went on to somewhere where drains were plentiful. so it kind of wasn't that scary anymore. *shudder* now i know how the feeling of experiencing floods are.
[/edit]
anyway.. been doodling ;)
we had a new physics teacher. she's a trainee. and she made us fill up this form. and i was bored.. so..
but the garfield looks gorgeous ey? :p (if it doesn't, just say it does. lol.)
and during chinese... something happened to the projector, so i went to 'save the day' as exclaimed by audrey. so i drew that superman thing. yes it says "clark... lana..." on the side. lol
and then there's e-maths.. and yes the guy is saying, "dude!" (LOL reminds me of mingli. [totally cool dude!])
and there's amaths. one says logarithm. and the lyrics for "catch a falling star" which got into my head since my friends kept singing it NON-STOP (it was like non-stop hits!) during chemistry practical which was before amaths..
and erm. when i was feeling a bit cheemalogised.
gah. the artist's signing off!
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/11/2004 06:22:00 pm
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
i'm so sick of everything. i'm so sick of school. i'm so sick of tests. i'm so sick of being results-oriented. i'm so sick of all the meetings. i'm so sick of planning for the forthcoming camp. i'm so sick of being alone. i'm so sick of being a loner. i'm so sick of having to keep everything to myself. i'm so sick of the tight schedule. i'm so sick of the stress. i'm so sick of everything.
i'm SO SICK OF IT.
oh did i mention something?
oh yes. I'M SO SICK OF EVERYTHING.
i'm so annoyed. i don't know why.
i'm so irritated. i don't know why.
i'm so frustrated. i don't know why.
and no i'm not pms-ing.
but.. did i mention something?
okok i'll stop here.
i'm getting quite annoyed with everything. i failed my english. 42%. i failed my higher chinese. 44%. i'm beginning not to care. (cos i'm happy with everything else. 5th in class for e-maths. 83.5%. had 73.7% for a-maths. 95% for physics. god knows how much for chem. but if chem spa ain't included, probably 77.5% for chem.)
i've gotta ring up many people who haven't handed up their consent forms later on. ask you to hand in forms since last monday, DO U HAV NO HANDS OR LEGS TO HAND IT IN?!?! HUH?! IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM YOU CAN LIKE APPROACH US? DON'T MAKE US RUN AFTER YOU FOR IT DAMMIT, you dimwits.
next, i've gotta buy prizes for the camp! and no, tomorrow very few people can make it. friday, the sec4s wanna study for their CAs for saturday. saturday some of them can't make it either. sunday i'm having a dental apptmt. and i DON'T WANT TO MEET YOU GUYS AFTER I HAVE 4 SPACES IN MY MOUTH. (extracting 4 teeth for braces.)
and woohoo. i have no CCA on friday. what an exception. but no. i have meeting on friday.
AND on saturday.
whoopee. how very exciting. can you see my holidays moulding out? Saturday - meeting. Sunday - dental apptmt. Monday & Tuesday - camp. Friday - AV Training. and not forgetting the sudden loads and loads of forthcoming tests and CAs right after the one TERRIBLY SHORT week of holidays.
and no i'm not done with my ranting.
i've got this sudden horrible low self-esteem thingy growing on me. it's like a virus! it's replicating! tons at one go. within 24 hours, you'd be terribly affected. you are gonna be even worse if your immune system doesn't work. thus no antibodies to fight against the virus. ok i'm not gonna go into that bio part. but anyhow, i've been distancing myself from everyone. since the start of the year. and it's not feeling good. at all. people who used to like me don't anymore. people who used to be someone i confide in, i don't confide in you much anymore. i don't feel THAT need to. i don't feel like, whenever something happens, i'm gonna go, "oh yay! can go tell [insert name here] about it!" those sorta things. i don't even KNOW who i can confide in now. apart from this very trusted blog. people who disliked me from the start probably hates me now. (and i don't wanna know who. lol)
people whom i used to sms a lot, don't sms me anymore. (and i'm beginning to feel like i've got tons of sms-es to spare. hmm)
people whom i used to talk on the phone a lot, don't ask me, "hey wanna talk?" anymore.
sure, i do find ways and means to feed the ego. to bring my head up high. by simply checking my friendster testimonials. which is quite a sad way. but sometimes it helps. but then again, looking back, half the number, or probably pathetically more, of the people who wrote testimonials for me, are people i haven't spoken to much lately.
i'm suddenly feeling so distanced away from the REAL world. like everyone's disappeared. who's left? i don't know. i haven't got a best friend at school. everyone's either got their best friend elsewhere, or i simply don't fit in to be someone who i can be close to my current classmates.
and no, it's not that i haven't tried. i've tried. a lot of times. i'm trying to be loud. to be someone respected. to be someone people feel casual to talk to. apparently sometimes i feel that many people don't feel comfortable talking to me. they either don't like talking to me, or i'm just not friendly enough. i've been trying to be outspoken. i've been talking about all the crap in the world. i've been squeezing out my creative juices to talk about many stuff. but no. it's not been very effective.
to add to that, i've been feeling slightly down, or terribly sleepy in school, or just simply bored and restless. think everyone's probably thinking of me as some temperamental bitch.
and i'm NOT asking you to comment saying, "aww dear ur just having a bad day. cheer up k?" i appreciate that. thanks. but that's not making me feel better. that's not gonna make my days happier. that's not gonna help in assuring that i'll be fine, i'll make friends or whatsoever. i HAVE friends. i have TONS of friends. but i DON'T HAVE ANY close friends. okay, maybe a few. who aren't close enough.
[[p/s: note seigey dear. ur a cousin. not a friend. so it MOSTLY don't refer to you.]]
i miss the worry-free life i used to lead.
[edit] mingli's shweeeeet :) she told me to hang on, and i told her i'll be hanging on to that tight rope. and she said it aint gonna snap cos she'll be holding on to it. ;) *huggles* love ya darling! :):) that is the best thing that happened today.
pps: we have matching floors too! *gasps*
mine...
and hers..
and here's a pic of a beetle in my bro's room *tsk* before it got killed by my dad. yikes
yay i love mingli for cheering me up :)
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// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/10/2004 07:52:00 pm
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
i think these are real hilarious. (thx kenneth)
aren't they? :p
anyhow, it's been a dead boring day. and i haven't got my facts right for the winners of Cheerobics! cos apparently Jeremy and JA are giving me contradicting info. oh no i'm not gonna be able to finish my report.
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/09/2004 06:32:00 pm
Monday, March 08, 2004
something someone sent me through email. which is quite funny cos it's about Leo Females. and erm. the language sounds very singlish. *nods* which is rather obvious actually. haha.
She will stand out of the crowd on the street. Leo woman normally tall or rather tall. You will hardly see a short thick woman. When she walks she walk like a queen, confident and does not look around, though as if there is no one around her.
She will dress in her own style not according to fashion. She is confident of what she choose to wear. Do not buy cheap cloths where they sell in dozen for her as a gift, she will hate it. Also do not buy cloths that do not reflect her confident personality. She likes unique and strange cloths and accessories. Being different is what she loves.
If you want to know her, take times and be patient because she is selective about people she mingles with. She's open minded, but yet she is not letting people get to close to her easily. She likes sweet words and compliments, but not too much.
She smiles with anyone, but inside she thinks she is borne to be a leader. She likes to be in control because it is in her nature instinct. She is a graceful woman , and she has a magnetic charisma, so expect tough competition.
She is a very proud person, so do not do anything to challenge her confident (confidence you mean?). She can be mad and act like a hurricane, and later can be like an innocent kitten, but do not fall for her O.K. She remembers everything and likes to cherish her sweet memory, so if you find her old photo albums with her ex-boyfriend or love letters that will make you puke, take it easy. She is keeping her sweet memory does not mean she still in love with the old fool, so you do not have to panic.
She will have many guys run after her, so if you have advantage of a good background family, or a famous last name, a successful career then it's a plus. She hates to be poor and she thinks love will not pay bills.
She is a sport type and love sports. If you want to date her, prepare to spend big bugs, for your first dinner with her cannot be a hot dog stand, but better be the best place in town. She is a generous person, so do not be surprise if she give you a gift more expensive than what you gave her. She likes extravaganza, no cheap gift, no cheap dinner please. Being poor or broke make her depress. If you do not have lots of money, be creative and make your own gift for her. It's unique quality and times spending making it for her is a big deal. You can think economical, but do not be cheap.
*cough* i'm not THAT materialistic. neither am i THAT a confident leader wannabe. maybe i don't fit leo. and some magazines put me as leo. some put me as virgo. i grew to be known as a leo. but let me try virgo anyway. ahha
She will be similar to Leo woman in appearance. A slim woman who walks with confident and proud. She has an egg shape facial structure, high and round forehead. She likes to look straight as if she is searching. She is not a pretentious type and will always say what she thinks. (my cousin'd understand the bit about pretentious. LOL pretend to be listening to radio ahem.)
You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try her best to be perfect, to look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is no such perfection. She is very delicate of what and how she dress. She is bright and easily despair with obstacles. She likes smart guy who will be compatible with her, so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can forget about her right now.
She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she expect respect from her love one. She does not like a part time lover, or a temporary mate. If she finds her dream man, she will not go away. If she does not like you, she will always keep a certain distant. Act proper and appropriate is her discipline.
She does not like and cannot stand bad languages, cursing words or phrase. She likes a gentleman who open the doors for her. She wants to feel protected and when a man taking care of her, she will feel like a complete woman.
She memorizes everything about other people and about herself very well. She can really keep secret, you can trust her on this. She likes a refreshing and a mild scent. She is very delicate in maintaining her beauty, so you could see she is seriously picking soap which match and most suit her skin. Do not comments her on this very picky habits, it is her happiness in working full times as a self beautifier.
She is not an innocent angel for sometimes she can be as tough as steel. Even she easily despair, she is not the type to cry over it.(this is VERY wrong) She is a shy type, so making speech in front of the room can make her nervous even she walks and talks confidently.
She only search for true love , not just any love. Her love is an ideal one. She likes to think no one is neater and as effective as her, which can irritate you sometimes for there is no such thing. She likes sweet talk, but she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too. When she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an angel again. If you have a date with her , you'd better be there on time.
Flowers and sweet word can calm her down. If you want to say sorry , make it brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long making it up events, it could lead you to another world war. She likes her man to dress nice and clean. She is good in details especially with money. Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or funny.
In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty woman so much. Early period of dating her, try not to hold her so much in public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play and music and likes to criticize about them too.
Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life starting from your hair, your dress, and the way you talk. If you are in love with her, be as almost perfect as your can.
kay virgo one sounds much sillier. fine. i'm a leo. *nod*
that was lame. hmm.
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anyway. got back my physics CA! OMGOMG! first i was sitting there.. *blink*
"swee huang..."
(please say 40 please say 40 please say 40)
(stands up and walks towards the teacher)
"40!"
(runs to him!)
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. the thing's upon 40 by the way. hahahaha HAHAHAHHA OMGOMG I GOT FULL MARKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then again, quite a number of ppl've got 40. but still!! :D never felt more contented for a CA! bWAHAHHAA.
and i've got A2 (overall) for AMATHS! :D
and erm POSSIBLY D7 for chinese.
and erm. e8 for english.
but then again, high a1 for physics!
but dead low marks for the languages.
oh dear.
H
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// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/08/2004 06:56:00 pm
Sunday, March 07, 2004
gah! i haven't had a post with tons of pics for quite long. so don't blame me if the site takes long to load kay. :) the pics are good. cos i took them. bwahhaa. er well with the help of my cousin for some of 'em ;) but anyway. lemmi tell you what happened!
aight. first my cousin and i headed down to ngee ann city civic plaza, and yeah it was pretty crowded already! some groups were rehearsing. that was the REAL deal man. it's so asian-bring-it-on. yea dead cool. and no i'm not a bimbo ;) but it's dead nice to watch those cheerleaders haha. and yeah then we were just chatting and all that. and jeremy and ja AND jamie (haha she's everywhere, whenever u spot jeremy. *cough* but she's nice! [kenneth, not nice to u but nice to me. bwahhaa]) then yeah i think jamie spotted us first. but *shrug* it was quiet, then they started hosting.. then apparently we were standing behind the barriers near the spot where jeremy and ja stands while waiting. and jamie was sitting next to the stage before the barriers. then halfway through i waved then jeremy saw me. haha den ja looked rather shocked to see me there or something. then jeremy was saying something about me being there to cheerlead? lol nononono. not qualified to. haha. then there were times my cousin and i were laughing cos they were making use of the cheerobics to advertise to the public about power98! haha. which was rather usual anyway. they were asking, "who doesn't watch american idol?" then about 4-5 ppl raised their hand, out of the large crowd. then ja said, "losers lah these ppl." LOL nice. then they were saying the host! ryan seacrest! yes he's a crew of power98. aight aight. lol Ryan Seacrest on AT40, by the way, he sounds A LITTLE BIT like JA + Jeremy together. hmm. but the show's cool! anyway..
then later on, (oh by the way b4 it started, JA's girlfriend was behind us. HAHA. then they were talking about some stuff which we could hear the WHOLE conversation. and he didn't realise we were there. HAHA k nevermind) then, i was uncertain if jamie was looking at me. but i just smiled when she looked my way anyway. then she was gesturing if i wanted to stand in there, next to the stage. then i was like looking behind if she was talking to someone else. HAHA which was embarrassing, then she specially pointed to me. oops. ok fine it's me. lol then i just, embarrassed, declined her offer. :) then she just smiled and watched on. haha SO NICE.
and there's always a bad part. this ARSE. some annoying non-chinese arse. i think he was.. malay? i can't remember. this ANNOYING UNCLE-ISH ARSE. he stood DEAD CLOSE to me. DAMN CLOSE. it was close till he was acting as though he was trying to make me feel his. erm. groin area. WHAT THE F! i was like telling my cousin. and she went, "Be, aggressive. be be aggressive." (erm yes the cheerleading thing's in her. lol) i was like ffffff..... WHAT THE F RIGHT. *rolls eyes* then i was elbowing him away. but NO! He stood close to me. i could feel his crotch at my arse. FUCK OFF! i turned and stared at him. then i stood adjacent to the barriers. HA. he backed off a minute or two later. bloody arse.
but anyway. one arse left, another arse comes. but it isn't too bad. as in, it wasn't BAD bad. but it was bad. this FAT GUY who looks dead lunatic, was standing a distance away from where we were. and he was damn annoying. there were dance performances by NTU people.. and the ladies there were dressed VERY scantily. one example at the bottom. he kept wolf-whistling and cheering. weirdly. i'm quite certain JA was quite pissed. cos he kept staring at the lunatic. anyway, the dances were damn nice. :)
anyhow, my cousin wanted to leave at 4-ish cos we both have a test tomorrow. lol. so i just shouted out at Jamie, and gestured that we were going off then she just smiled and waved. :) didn't know she was that nice heh. and didn't know she recognises me. hahaha.
oh did i mention my camera died on me just before one of the damn good teams came out? I WAS SOOOOO INFURIATED!! argh!! lol here are the highlights anyway...
the middle girl won the best dress group for the primary school segment ;) err accidentally captured jamie in this one. haha
pri sch kids..
  
sec sch kids..
 
tertiary..
these are the thai cheerleaders who won the competition in bangkok! they're DAMN good.
 
the dancers.. one of those who dressed scantily...
and oh yes. i spotted this chap who was desperate to watch the performances. LOL
that's all folks!
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 3/07/2004 09:25:00 pm
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