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a full fledged
nut's deep thoughts
Sunday, February 29, 2004
argh. i'm pissed. for having fever. i hate being ill. i guess noone likes being ill. i like cough and flu the best. fever suckssssssssssssssss. i'm fcking ill. i'm bloody ill. and i hate it. it's bloody 37.8 degrees Celsius, and it doesn't seem to wanna go away.
morning when i JUST woke up: 37.8
slept 15 mins more: 38.0
went to brush teeth: 37.1
now: 37.8
*mutter* GO AWAY YOU FEVER BUG!! U HEAR ME?? GO AWAY!!!! f you fever bug! i got a f ing physics CA tomorrow! go away!!!!!!!
think i might jus get an MC, go school to take the CA and leave. ARGH.
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was at the docs after i blogged. and it was 38.8 degrees! im FIERY! right. but feeling much better. yay :)
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lame thoughts: everyone should start leaping today. cos it's leap day!
i swear the fever had an effect on me.
anyway, think it's subsided, after all that commotion about me being on fire. if it was still the morning, i'd be glad. but now, i'm considering if i should go to school. *ponders* maybe i should use the MC as an excuse. i'll just have my test and i'll be off. eew i'm so mean. but there's a couple of practical lessons tomorrow. should i skip them? ah *dilemma*
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this looks damn tempting. but i guess i wouldn't wanna miss lessons. *sigh* think i'll just go school as per normal tomorrow. *yawn*
by the way. the weird thing. i'm sick on leap day. and the mc number is 12345. *eyes widen with wonder*
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/29/2004 10:00:00 am
Saturday, February 28, 2004
things don't always turn out as bad as you expect them to be
by the way, i received my amaths test yesterday.
can you imagine how terrible it is to feel the loss of 5 marks for a silly mistake right from the start? no wonder i couldn't figure it out. shit it.
erm. i think there's something hugely wrong about my eyes.
but i'm pretty alright with it i guess. 22/30, compared to an expected failure... i guess it's pretty aight. but it was no wonder when my amath teacher was happily giving out the test paper to others, she specially commented, when i was up there to take mine. she told me i had to relax. then i got this huge shock, i started checking my paper from the back, finally to the front, to realise i passed. =)
and i'm finally truly contented with one paper. chemistry. 31/40. :) cos i expected a failure, or close to that. whew.
o'level results
well, since i was in av, i was down for duty to set up stuffs for the hall, as the previous batch seniors are coming back to collect their results. in the beginning, our principal announced the top students.. and people with 6A1's and above... and from the mere strong cheers from the classes or the whole level altogether, it was kinda touching to watch! the average was 11.9 which was a true surprise. i'd be more than contented if i had above average, when it's my turn. then i went to look for the seniors after they collected their results... all the hugging and crying was about to make me tear. *sniff* they were all smart asses! liar! hmpfh. everyone's got 7 pts.. 8 pts... ah whack them! haha. but yeah it was really sweet. *sniffle* can't imagine this time next year, i'd be frantic enough just for the chinese results. imagine taking back everything. *shudder* i wouldn't dare imagine. i'd probably start sobbing before i get back my results. *cringe*
no more J's on the radio
yes it came as one of the hugest shock so far. double j on the radio's ending. they're leaving. whether it's their choice or not. and i'm not getting over it very well, yeah. firstly, all night shows suck except theirs. jamie yeo's boring and whiny. she sounds fake. say it with music only interested me then, when jean danker was on it. at least she was the slightest bit better than jamie yeo. and double j's ceasing! this is bad. this is very bad. they've been playing the hugest part on personal entertainment for the past 3-4 years. and it's gonna be weird. very weird. rather upsetting. but i'm probably gonna start a petition. it's gonna sound so stupid and immature and purely stupid. but if it helps the slightest bit, why not. and when it's up, i'll post the url here, and all of you are going to sign it. thank you. :) *crosses fingers*
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/28/2004 02:26:00 pm
Thursday, February 26, 2004
im not gonna do another post. i was pretty much feeling better. but now i'm not. cos i blogged a gazillion words. fine i'm exaggerating. a million words. and the bloody comp probably hates me whining. so it switched off by itself. THANK YOU *hard pats on the CPU* DAMN IT! grr grr grr. no i'm not gonna repeat what i mentioned. it is far too much. it was about stress. and more stress. and tests. and exams. and stress. and peer pressure. well, indirectly. and about advising others, but the advices don't seem to take effects on me. and about what happened during english. someone took my comprehension and refused to return it to me. despite 3 days of screaming at them. and today our dear english teacher HELPED me. and everyone's creating this thing about me having a secret admirer in the class. and me saying it's either someone loves me too much or someone hates me to the core. and i'd rather think of it as the latter for obvious reasons. lol.
gah. i hate the comp for erasing that entry. HMPFH.
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/26/2004 06:30:00 pm
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
erm. good thing, no more tests till next week! bad thing? more tests next week! chem spa today sucks. i'm gonna flunk it. and i have an essay to do that i don't feel like working on. yippee. -_-
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/25/2004 08:38:00 pm
Monday, February 23, 2004
argh. i'm feeling terrible. my right eye feels weird. as though there's a lot of air entering my right eye than usual. and i'm having a blocked nose, and thus the sniffing.
had slight flu, this morning to start things off. but during PE i was fine. we had a new module! volleyball! haha fun! and my tiny group of 4 were very funny to be with. we were laughing till we're so tired of laughing! oh well! geez. :p anyway we had recess after that and then, one of my worst nightmares. AMATH CA. and we only have one bloody CA in a term, so the term's results on the progress report is solely dependent on how well i do for the bloody CA. so, panic attack! well not literally, but i was almost holding my breath and doing all the sums. and it was dead worrying cos i was skipping qns here n there, and jumping back to them realising they're not that tough. my previous spring test that i whined about, i just passed miraculously. 8/15. and i was determined not to repeat the same mistakes, cos i realised i THREW AWAY 4 marks. so during the CA was damn tensed. i studied thoroughly before that though. went through all my prev mistakes, read through my txtbk. made sure i understood everything. and i did. but the bloody time constraints were just something i could not control. accuracy cannot compromise with speed. (thx yp) but apparently i had neither the accuracy nor the speed. i couldn't finish and tons of answers were wrong. i'm so dead. my progress report's gonna come back with half the number of subjects i have in red. namely english, chinese, probably chem and amath. which is quite upsetting, since i suck in languages, the least i could do was to make up for it for the maths side, since that's probably the only subjects i don't complain doing.
nonetheless, after the test, we just went around hugging each other. everyone looked solemn. no1 cried. fine. tolerate! then it was chinese class. i met my other friends from other classes. everyone whined about it. no1 cried. embrace, darling, embrace! tears were there, midway through chinese. but i refused to allow it out. while the teacher was going round the class, she laughed at us worrying about the paper when it was already over. then i just blurted out. i said we're already very upset with the paper in mandarin. and she laughed. that nerve! lol. anyway nevermind. tolerated till after chinese, our counsellor walked past us as we were on our way back to class. she said she hasn't seen me for long. lol. not that i go for counselling of course. :) then i told her she could counsel me then, cos i wanted to cry for the amath CA. she said i should go to the toilet to cry it out. but nevermind. it was amath the next period. embrace! we whined at the amath teacher though she wasn't the setter. which was quite funny cos she tried to go on to teach about logarithm and we were all.. "ah...we cannot absorb lah... don't teach today can?" throughout the lesson. and we truly couldn't absorb. so she had to explain over and over again for some simple stuffs.
after that was physics and we had a physics test. don't really bother about that cos... it wasn't a CA? haha. i guess. or at least those i didn't know how to do were i truly didn't know how to do. so i didn't feel that bad.
anyway, after school, last minute, mr ang called for a meeting. so fine. my friend and i went. but before the meeting started, she started complaining about her chemistry CA she had on saturday. and she started crying. cos she lost 10 out of 30 marks for nothing. and it was all gone. i was like oh shit. she's making me cry. before that, i did ask mr ang if he saw the amath CA. he said yes and the emath CA he set last week was much easier. *blink* you're right. i got 26/30 for the prev emath CA. and i had 2 marks gone due to careless mistake that doesn't even matter. ah i got over that anyway. and she cried and she cried. and then i blurted out. "wah lao you're making me cry." then i started to hide behind my bag, and started sobbing it all out. lol then she got blamed for starting it. which was quite funny cos whenever a teacher walked past, he kept insisting it wasn't his fault that he's with 2 girls that are crying. hahaha. anyway we sat there for about 20-ish mins crying. we whined and we whined. (no we're not bimbos *nod*) and we complained about everything. he just sat there laughing. (why are teachers so saddistic?) he said his first amath CA he had 2/30 and he still ended up as a maths teacher. weeeeell. he claimed that he hated maths in the past too. err okay. it wasn't very comforting, but we know he tried lah. hahaha. but i did tell him that i neeeeeeeeeever ever ever ever ever EVER cried for ANY tests/CAs/exams even. not psle (apart fr the results. but that was outta joy!) not streaming. NEVER EVER EVER! sheesh man.
*cough* then we met ms yong (a teacher we're pretty close to) on our way out, together with mrs geh (the setter of the amath test).
me: MRS GEH!!! HOW CAN YOU SET THAT KIND OF AMATH CA!
mrs geh: huh? what kind?
me: (teary) aiyo!!
ms yong: you cry again ah!
(my friend was looking teary too. and it's not the first time... so...)
me: haha cried just now lah.
ms yong: aiyo! you don't pick up all those stuff fr her, you go learn to cry!
-_- weeeeeeeeeell...
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anyway, SOMEONE mistook one of the case studies i made about hypocritical people as THAT PERSON. lol which is quite funny actually. (must be guilty conscience ringing in you right. =X jus kidding) lol but no worries, cos if i'm still talking to you, then it isn't you! doh haha. *blast you* there u go. :)
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last but not least, thanks kenneth, yp, everyone in school and seige for making me feel at least slightly better bout the CA =) u guys rock!
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/23/2004 08:39:00 pm
Sunday, February 22, 2004
i haven't been toasting bread lately. yes, that explains the result. *mutter*
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/22/2004 04:25:00 pm
and nope, i haven't gotten over the simple plan frenzy thing. :p
Patient. Devoted. Just a few words to describe you.
And if anything, we'll meet you there.
Which Simple Plan Song Are You?
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love that song. whew. i don't wanna end up going, "i'm a dick.. i'm addicted to you..." *cough* lol
anyway, i had this hilariously weird dream last night. basically SIMPLE PLAN, my cousin and I were in my room, and we were feeling hungry, so we went down, wanting to get some cup noodles or something, and apparently we spotted this guy at the basement. suspicious character. i think by then there was only my cousin and i. then we started hiding behind pillars. don't go up the lift with a stranger in the wee hours. den when he was walking past the pillar where i was standing at, i think i got pissed that we had to wait so long just for him. i shouted out and cursed. (yeah u get what i mean) and he turned and stared at me. oops. trouble. we started running. and suddenly the simple plan guys were also running with us. and everyone went on running round and round. that stranger had company! we spent half the dream running. *blink* but it was scary okay. imagine people running after you. then i wasn't too sure how, but pierre and my cousin were injured. YIKES. while the rest tried to lure the strangers away from pierre and my cousin, i rushed them to a lift at another block and immediately pressed the button to go up, and told them i'd call my cousin's mobile to contact 'em later. then we continued running. and running. and still running. and continuously running. until we strategised (we = me and the other 4) and we managed to take the lift to a high level, take the stairs down to a lower level where the lift doesn't stop at, and stayed there for a while. and then they were gone. so pierre and my cousin came over. and i can't remember what happened but the guys vanished. and my cousin was alright. and errr, then i was hungry while my cousin (she stays upstairs) went home. so i went to grab a bite at the kitchen. i was about to fry something, when i realised the food had lots of beetles in it. (EEW) and i opened the fridge hoping to have something nicer. but i realised the fridge had a beetle too. it was inside a bottle which i accidentally opened. and so it flew around the fridge for a while. i tried to lure it out and it did fly out. the next thing i knew, i spotted an insect laying on the table. AND, it's back had an american flag! *blink* HOW DID THAT COME ABOUT? hmm then i rushed to my brother's room, amazed, desperately trying to look for our digital camera. i pinched my brother and screamed at him, but he simply refused to help me find it. and the dream ended there.
moral of story: don't listen to simple plan cds before sleeping. and my brother IS mean.
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/22/2004 12:50:00 pm
Saturday, February 21, 2004
bloody annoying as it can get, when people get quite hypocritical. one to mention was an ex-penpal of mine, who only comes to me to talk about chasing. like for eg, when a1 was coming down 2 yrs back, we seldom talk, and she'd pop by to ask me.. hey when's a1 coming? where? what? how? which? whatsoever. to the extent i'd deliberately not tell her departure info till the last minute. cos she stays pretty far fr the airport. and i've only chased with her for ONE day. we saw Mark at the hotel and she went running screaming and before he could say "hey!" she plunged into him and hugged him, whilst i watch his earphones coming out of his ears and he gave a forced smile, gave her a hug, and winked at me. i had this terrible impression of her already. *blink* the least you could do was wait for him to say hey, smile or stuffs like that. anyway, the point is, she only comes to me for details. after a1, we didn't talk for like a year plus. until the beginning of this year. then she popped online and said hi to me and told me she's got MAA tickets. okay yay. you don't have to tell me that you know. i haven't spoken to you for a year-ish. there's no need to boast darling. anyhow, most people who have chased stars would have encounters of such. think shona and lianne's got those stuff too. annoying ainnit.
case number 2, i got to know this chap from IRC (god knows how long i haven't been in there), and i haven't spoken to him/her for... 1years plus.. coming to 2. and all of a sudden, last week he/she smsed to ask, "hey anna.. what's gareth gates' new single?" ERM, there's such thing called the internet, or the radio, or the magazines? i should've replied saying, "sorry i don't remember you."
case number 3, another friend, i seldom talk to nowadays, was online and showed no keen interest in chatting. instead, all he/she said was asking me for stuffs. (eg. mp3s) which gets quite annoying. if you're some close friend, then it doesn't matter. i mean there's always an exchange of mp3s going around with most of my friends. but if otherwise, there's tons of downloading programmes around. just go freaking download it and you can download all the songs you want, damn it.
why don't people just talk to me for ME. i'm not kazaa, i'm not a radio dj, and i'm not someone who feeds information to people i am talk to once in 2 years. thank you.
but thanks to those few people who reacted to my msn nick, namely lianne and winston. thx lianne for always being online so i can go insane and rant. :p thx winston for simply letting your curiosity about my nick run you wild to even ask me what my nick's for. simple things help a lot sometimes. :)
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/21/2004 05:30:00 pm
aight. i was dead pissed last night. my granny had weird stuff going on in her head, she flared up at everything. apart from me that is. (living 90% of your time at home with a granny, u'll definitely know how to be a nice girl and keep out of her way. *nod*) but she was whining to me. so that was annoying. about my mum. about my bro. it never was about my dad anyway. and she went on and on, since i was home, till she slept. can you imagine that?
anyhow, then moving along, we have this chinese project on CHINESE TEA (?!!?!!) and my freaking group members have fuckingly pushed most work to me. *blink* what they did? print out all details on a website, highlighted important bits. dearie i can do that like in 10 minutes. so i'm supposed to do the whole fucking powerpoint and script. no way. i'm not gonna do the script. i'm leaving it to them. they don't wanna do it, i shan't bother.
and while they happily leave school to welcome the weekends, i'm here struggling to complete the damned project and having 6 upcoming tests to study for. bloody hell.
but bad news aside, look what came yesterday!
*grin* yes i won it on power like ages ago, and my darling brother collected it for me. yay :)
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/21/2004 11:13:00 am
Friday, February 20, 2004
YESTERDAY
yesh, anyway i was at suntec city's IT seminar. it was pretty okay i guess. the hosts were pretty funny and all that. but the people presenting their mobile application stuff that they won were... dead. i mean like monotonous. not dead literally. and i was like smsing during their speeches. erm well. but anyway..
then we were free to visit the booths outside, set up by various universities and polytechnics. and i was at this republic poly booth, whereby this guy in "quite cool hair", as quoted from my friends, was telling us about the school and the system and all that. for whatever reason i was pretty hyper yesterday (*blink lianne* QUITE hyper *nod*) so i started actively asking a couple of questions. and then 2 of the teachers in charge of our "excursion" to suntec came to me. "eh ah huang. you interested in the course or interested in the guy ah? (grins)" i was like *glare exasperatedly* nevermind! i go to the next booth. temasek poly i should think. then one of their lecturers was again telling us about the courses there. again i had questions to ask. i mean i'm only sec3. how was i to know about poly life right! so curiosity overwhelmed me. and it's not my fault! then one of the teachers, mr yip, went behind the guy and made funny actions or what not and i couldn't help giggling whilst the poor lecturer was answering my questions. and he realised my attention was half diverted to something behind him so he turned back and saw the teacher. so lecturer meets teacher. handshake. he walks past me and mutters, "ah huang. another target ah you." i was like !!! *faints* nevermind. anyway they had this paper whereby you need to go to at least 3 booths and they'll give you a sticker. and 3 stickers earn you a folder. which was pretty nice so yesh. our teachers assembled us and i went to mr ang, the other teacher, and went, "(innocent and angelic look) can i collect my last sticker?" :P fine i was allowed.
yesh that's part of the file. and on the bus back, my friend went to mr yip. "oi she was interested in the course lah not the guy lah." then mr yip came to the back of the bus and said to me.
"eh your good friend betray you."
me: huh?
him: she say you interested in something.
me: HUH?
(follows him to the front of the bus)
(after clarification with my friend...)
me: MR YIP! COME! WE SETTLE OUR SCORES TODAY!
mr yip (to mr ang): (looks out of the window) wha look at that building. next to the river, so nice!
me: OI!
mr yip: wha so nice. if only can own that man. too bad no money.
me: MR YIP YOU DON'T COME AND DIVERT THE TOPIC!
mr yip: huh? yes? what?
me: she just said i was interested in the courses what!
mr yip: oh is it? oh okay lor. what you want me to do? (innocently)
me: take back your words lah!
mr yip: (dramatically) oh i'm so sorrrrrrry, ah huang. it's allllll my fault. ohhhh pleaseee forgive meeee... like that ah?
me: (after a period of chuckling) what theee! hahahahaha yes yes ok good.
mr yip: nono, i must make public apology. (stands up)
me: NONONO! it's okay it's okay! shhhh!
mr yip: AH HUANG SAYS THAT...
me: SHHHH! nothing nothing it's ok!
mr yip: why? don't like the guy mah. must make public statement.
me: NO NEED!!!!!
mr yip: can lah. AH HUANG...
me: SHHHHH!!!!!!!!
mr yip: you like that guy anot?
me: NO!!
mr yip: AH HUANG SAYS THAT SHE...
me: SHHHHHHH!!!! MR YIP!! WHA THAT BUILDING OUTSIDE VERY NICE!
(all laughs)
-_-" poor me.
oh oh LOL by the way, in between i was acting like a bimbo, which was damn hilarious.
a friend: hey can we go yet!? (before going through the booths)
me: like maybe no? like because we're here to like see these booths? like duh we gotta see the booths first? so like maybe that's why it's an IT seminar? like maybe that's what we're supposed to do like instead of standing here and like asking me that question?
friend: *stares*
me: HAHAHHAHAHAH so bimbo!
friend: YAR *stares*
another friend: HAHAHA SWEE HUANG? BIMBO? you gotta be kidding.
me: *blink*
anyhow, took some pics of the MAA stuff and i forgot to put them on. :p
haha if those look familiar, the white ones are the ones people constantly hit against for loud annoying sounds. and yeah don't worry i didn't inflate it till i was home. hahahah. and the black balloon's one of those hundreds of balloons that were released after Black Eyed Peas' performances. and yes i went through hard pains to keep it all the way till tampines. lol
and of course the ticket.
thanks shona darling. :D *hugs*
and i collected belated valentine's day presents this week! mwahaha.
yum! yum! pmsing a few days ago, explains the sudden urge for chocolates goodness they came in handy!
and oh yes. finally about today.
saw mr yip after school when my friend and i was pretty solemn looking. (cos we were starving and waiting for someone) and..
mr yip: eh. still angry ah, ah huang?
me: no lah!
friend: (sarcastically) yesssssss yessssss we're still angry
mr yip: aiyo..
me: Yah! very angry! hahaha
mr yip: ah huang, it's a long way to the top.
and i never got what he was trying to say anyway. hmm *shrug*
went to bedok interchange today with the friend..she recommended this bakery that's called DJ Bakery. and their stuffs are pretty unique. and this oversized enormous cookie that was sold for 80cents tempted me so much i had to buy it.
and you probably think. oh your camera zoomed in. err how huge?
it's BIGGER THAN MY MOBILE! and YES THAT IS THE ACTUAL PROPORTION! I DIDN'T PHOTOSHOP IT! my god. i compared it to a CD case. IT IS THE SIZE OF ONE BLOODY CD! *blink* and it's 80cents. and it's got god-knows how many chips on it! delicious ainnit? yes in case you were wondering, the pic was up there to be tempting. *smirks*
p/s: my classmate told me today she realised i was pretty down the whole week. *cringe* was i? hmm *shrug* kind of scary to hear that coming from a friend's observations though!
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/20/2004 06:48:00 pm
it's been long since i did a friday five!
When was the last time you...
1. ...went to the doctor?
flu jab. don't ask me when.. pretty long ago basically. but trust me. the jab was of no use. yesh. i still sneeze occasionally.
2. ...went to the dentist?
hmm... i can't remember. probably somewhere in late december. had my last milk tooth extracted. going again in a couple of weeks for braces! *panick attack*
3. ...filled your gas tank?
eh? it's always been filled?
4. ...got enough sleep?
HA. Erm, let's see. pretty long ago. usually my weekends are for my beauty sleep, but i've been having to go to school on saturdays lately, and saturday nights i seldom sleep that early, but i would last saturday, but because of MAA... so ages ago!
5. ...backed up your computer?
backed up a couple of files fr the old comp and burnt them into a cd to transfer them to the new comp. :) erm that was in january. yesh, i remember waiting rather impatiently for this comp to arrive!
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/20/2004 05:17:00 pm
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
it's quite sad to realise that apart from the MTV Asia Awards, i barely talk about anything else around here apart from school. no wonder lianne knew i was getting stressed. been feeling terrible the last two days. the flunking of tests, the workload, the number of upcoming tests. *blink*and what not. had an amath test today. 3 qns, only knew how to do 1. the other 2 were done halfway. crap. it's gonna pull everything down. whee. bloody f-ing hell. my teacher's right about my class being bloody tensed about every single test. i never was like that. i never bothered much, till they were CAs. but now i care about every single itsy bitsy teeny weeny test. and it gets damn annoying. so i feel stressed all the time. oh yay. *rolls eyes*
nonetheless, i was a bit more perky yesterday during our LEGACY-cum-CME lesson. *grin* it was about overcoming obstacles. and our co-FM showed us the audition clip of William Hung. of which my whole class started giggling about before he pressed the play button. and i wasn't laughing at it as much as i did before, cos it was so "commercialised" and it's not getting very funny anymore. but his dance steps are still relatively hilarious. i've seen and heard it so many times i remember all the lines now. it's no longer HAHAHHAHAA... it's now hahaha. erm yea. *shrug* then again it did perk up the lesson. :) and a darling fr my class kept reminding me about it when i was very down after the test, and of course all the hugs did help. i love ya lot!
anyhow, today saw my friend with a teacher sitting down, and my friend was crying. she's chairperson of comp club by the way. and i freaked out cos i asked the teacher, "WHAT HAPPENED?!"
teacher: have you been helping her out with all the work and planning?
me: yar.
teacher: is it? how come she complain she cannot handle it? everything she do, all of you never assign work, then everything push to her. she became stressed.
me: *jaws dropped and remains silent*
(thinking, she's stressed? everyone's stressed! we did assign jobs. i didn't think she'd be stressed to that extent!)
after half a min...
teacher: just kidding lah.
-_- can u imagine that? i got the fright of my life. starting to feel super guilty though it's not that i haven't done any work. and it's not that i haven't any stress. MY GOD I WAS SO FREAKED OUT. lol but he assured me i'll do a better job than her when the sec4s leave. just that since she's still here, let her do first. HAHA. pretty happy working with him i guess. he's been damn funny... but DAMN HE GAVE ME A HUGE FRIGHT. it was in a serious mocking tone. my god. WHEW.
teachers are evil. *nods sagely*
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/18/2004 09:13:00 pm
Monday, February 16, 2004
ah it's been a long wkend.
MTV Asia Awards was one of the biggies. (thx shona!) was with sammi and her bunch of friends (i can't remember their names. was it don? yeah and i forgot to ask for the guy's name. oops) but it was a lot of fun with 'em. they were lovely people *grin* who would forget, bitches are everywhere, when you're in the indoor stadium watching mtvasia awards. doh. it always happens. a lot of bitching happened. the "dont push me" stuff. which caused some raising of eyebrows really. they tell us to stop pushing when we didn't push, and they start pushing us back. ERRR get a life, my dears. it's a bloody concert. you don't expect 1 square metre of space, whether you are fat or not. which, i'm not being mean, but one of them was fat. *blink* and when she screams, you'd agree the voice comes with the body. and they're BLOODY annoying. so we moved towards the right, only to find them squeezing their way to the right as well, midway through the show.
anyhow, simple plan were awesome. they're one of my favourites of the night, alongside with Black Eyed Peas. the only two bands who managed to hype up the crowd, and everyone starts jumping. oh that was fantabulous. *grin* i was letting kenneth hear stacie orrico and a bit of BEP, and letting my cousin hear a bit of BEP and sugababes and simple plan. and when i was trying to catch a balloon towards the last bit of BEP's performances, my mobile almost slipped off my hand. WHEW. or i'd probably never find it. and *cough* my cousin commented that when she was listening to simple plan, all of a sudden she heard someone screaming, "PIERRE!!" *cough* fine. confession. that was me. *mutter*
many articles have been dissing this year's award show. i haven't got a clue why though. but if they'd mix simple plan, black eyed peas, robbie williams, matchbox twenty, missy elliott, that'd be ONE HOT NIGHT. you bet. that'd be the hottest show in asia history!
anyway, Valentine's Day wasn't that fantastic a deal, apart from MAA, for me. apart from the gifts, there wasn't anything going on really. which wasn't making me feel better, after watching Moulin Rouge last night. oh that show was fantastic. before i'd sniffle, i started sobbing away towards the ending. makes me wonder if there's such pure true love around? the kind where one'd be willing to sacrifice so much, including deceiving your loved one about your feelings, and leaving him, and hurting him, just so that his life would be spared by some arse. oh well.
anyhow, it was a bad day today. saw people i didn't wish to see. chem CA sucked. followed by collection of Eng Compre CA papers, flunked. then emaths CA, lost 2 marks for NOTHING. then emath spring test. i swore if there were anymore tests lined up on that day, i'd rip the papers apart. god.
it's been terrible lately. hope the feeling goes off SOON. this is gonna be a horrible week.
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/16/2004 09:36:00 pm
Friday, February 13, 2004
oh yay. stuffs changed for the better. :) my cousin decided to try to go if she could eventually. yay muah muah! love ya darling! *huggles* u'll be my valentine for this yr. haha.
anyway today at school was quite fun for the beginning. i was ms santa claus - valentine. gave away hershey's to everyone in the class, went running about trying to catch my friends from the other class to give them their share of chocolates. and i've got my share too. :)
damn i don't know who the white sweet is from. shucks. thanks to all darlings anyway. :) audrey and elise promise me a gift tomorrow. haha. love ya lot too :)
by the way, figured the scholars in my class have a life. my god.
tatya (indo scholar): what will you be doing tomorrow?
me: har? don't know leh. i don't have a valentine what. haha
tatya: haha
me: you leh?
tatya: i don't have valentine also. i want to go to the mtv awards.
me: *jaws dropped*
tatya: hahaha
me: *shocked* i also want to go!
tatya: is it? *surprised and starts getting excited*
me: *overly excited already* yeaaaahh!! my god. anyone else going?
tatya: maybe stephanie (another indo scholar who sits behind me. and tatya sits in front of me).
me: *jaws dropped and blinks furiously* (okay, i'm being mean, but those 2 look like they're... damn guai. i don't mean going to MAA means ur not guai, but i didn't think they'd bother!)
tatya: hahaha..
me: you have tickets?
tatya: no. i heard they give away tickets there right?
me: *jaws drop again* (how the heck did they know! lol)
but anyhow, might just meet them there. :) yay because of that i became closer to her for god knows what reason. i don't see the pillar that's been between us all these while. it's been smashed. :) cooooool.
anyway, my FM came to class and she told us about some of her personal encounters and she broke down. my god. i was like.. shucks. she had a death in her family just last week, which explains why she was in a bad mood. and i was like gosh damn i'm gonna cry if she doesn't stop her story. it's kinda scary when a teacher cries. *shudder* but we were all feeling sorry for her. and she couldn't continue with the CME lesson, so she apologised and said nevermind about the CME for now. continue next week, and we cheered. hahaha. but she rocks really. :) she said she thought we were a class full of nerds, when she knew about getting our class. but after the first day of school, she had a fantastic impression of us. and after our first LEGACY (aka CME) period, she thought my class was pretty merged. and *grin* she likes my class. yay!
after school there was a meeting. then i started being stressed all over again. nonetheless the teacher gave me a lollipop. yay! so it wasn't too bad afterall. *gulp* guess it's pretty easy to bribe me. :s but anyway, meeting again tomorrow. dead sick of 'em. sigh.
what a friday-the-13th. if it wasn't v-day eve, it'd have been a lot of crappy and shitty stuff. not that it isn't. but not that bad after the fun moments covered up for it.
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/13/2004 08:08:00 pm
I AM PISSED. fucking MAA is making a lotta crap outta me.
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/13/2004 06:57:00 pm
Thursday, February 12, 2004
gah. the skit turned out alright. pretty fun actually. we came out with an impromptu bicker.
me: well, that day i had a strong urge to eat durians, and when i came across his stall, i picked up the durian to examine it to see if it's of good quality. but apparently it was not up to my standard. so i picked another one, and who would have knew, i tripped over one of the durians while trying to pick one at a higher pile, and i landed in hospital! He has to reimberse me for my medical bills!
friend: well who told you to lose your balance?
me: well YOU didn't stack your durians properly!
friend: well you fall because YOU're fat (i'm the fat, grotesque-looking, old man with a beer belly, remember?) and you landed on MY precious durians and squashed them! YOU should reimberse me for MY squashed durians!
me: YOU didn't stack them or arrange them properly!
friend: I wasn't building a pyramid, was I?
me: (LOLing at her comment)
judge: ORDER! -blah blah blah about the verdict- and so, i conclude that you, Mr. Buyer, will have to pay Mr. Seller the money for the squashed durians, and Mr. Seller has to compensate Mr. Buyer for his medical fees.
friend: Are you crazy?
me: WHAT?!
friend: No way!
me: HELLO?!
(Both of us stares at each other.)
me & her: HMPFH! *walks off*
lol. dead funny.
nothing much happened except during our Social Studies enrichment, we always have this Mr. David (think he's prolly Australian) to teach us some fun stuff indirectly related with what we study. we go on war! i'm in Vinland, aka modern day USA. *blink* and we're having an alliance with Batu, aka modern day Singapore. and Annam, modern day Malaysia, has an alliance with Swabbia, modern day... China i think. We're RICH! filled with manpower too. hahaha. anyway, he was in a terrible mood today. much different compared to our other sessions with him. And he is a DISSER! disser meaning he disses us! *blink* Annam prime minister (i'm ambassador of vinland. HAHAHA) was considering if they should attack Batu today, and whilst she was thinking, she took quite some time, so he got annoyed and he went, "HELLO?! Annam PM, i'm telling you, you *thumbs down* suck." i was like WHAT?! then i shouted out. DAMN SIMON COWELL NUMBER 2! doubt he heard though. or he'd have screwed me up as well. haha. but i certainly liked simon cowell better. ouch for her man. anyway, then while they were trying to come up with a conclusion as to attack or not, her grp members kept giving suggestions when he made it clear it was to be Annam and Swabbia's PM's decision. then one of them carried on talking to Annam's PM and he went to her and said, "YOU are a nuisance." i was like *jaws dropped*. then when he asked questions, we just answered softly, then he'll imitate our mumblings, and when we finally decide to shout out the answers, he said, "OH. You speak?" damned sarcasm. but he's good at keeping us awake. hate his mood though. *raises eyebrow*
anyway, during lunch, i was at the chicken rice stall in my school canteen queueing for yee mee. then there were 2 girls in front of me queueing for hor fun and there were 2 ppl handling the stall - the wife and the husband. the wife is always handle the mee whilst the husband always handle chicken rice, and so on. so the wife was busy, then the guy was asking the 2nd girl what she wanted. so she said, "hor fun". so he went on to ask me what i wanted. i said, "yee mee". then he went, "AIYO!" proceeded to ask the sec1 girl behind me and she wanted chicken rice, so he brightened up den he told her to go to the front. den he said, "ji1 fan4 chi1 de2 bao3, cheng2 ji1 quan2 dou1 hao3" (eat chicken rice till you're full, results will be good. [direct translation lol]) then i blurted out, "yee mee ye2 you3 ji1 mah!" (there's also chicken in yee mee.) and my friend couldn't stop laughing. *blink* so i went on. "yee mee chi1 de2 bao3, cheng2 ji1 ye3 hui4 hao3." (eat yee mee till you're full, your results will also be good.) -_- lameness.
oh i got reminded of another thing when i saw a cab parked downstairs earlier. reminds me of yesterday when i was late for school. we took a bloody long time trying to flag a cab. what was damn annoying was that many drivers just drove past us as though we were invisible. IF I WANTED TO BE INVISIBLE I WOULD NOT TRY TO FLAG YOU DOWN, DAMNED CABBIE! *blink* and on and on, i think there were about 10 who went past us without stopping. and when one stopped down, i was close to rejoicing.
driver: (winds down window) where do you want to go?
me: Tanjong Katong Girls' School? (*blink* does my uniform not make it obvious?)
driver: Where's that?
me: Dunman Lane.
driver: no time. (drives off immediately)
*toot* you! watch the manners damn it. then a couple more past by without stopping once again. just when i had the huge urge to flag and put out 3 fingers and make them read between the lines, finally one cabbie stopped for us. for a while i thought my school had a tarnished reputation that scares the cabbies off. but my cousin informed me that there was news on cabbies not wanting to drive others. god. how do you survive then. it's YOUR JOB. gee. AND, of all the cabbies i've encountered, i only remember 2 who were real nice. one of 'em was during the SARS outbreak whereby i went back to school to collect my books, and got a cab home. he greeted me warmly, asked where i wanted to go, asked which way, everything was polite. and he asked which radio station i'd like to listen to. and he adjusted. that's WHOA man. i would've recorded his name and car number if i remembered to, could've written a compliment letter. but i forgot. damn.
another was an uncle my friends and i used to call for chasing. lol. he's very friendly and he just laughs at us for doing these sorta things, but he's damn nice. he'd drive and speed when he could, and spoke to the driver of... was it bosson? i think so. they chatted, so we were at same speed, and so we were communicating with bosson behind glass panes. haha. that was kinda silly to think about it. but he was one nice driver.
ah well. can't expect much out of the singaporean drivers i guess. but i still don't understand why drivers would drive past people intentionally without wanting to pick them up, especially since that'd mean you'd be earning money. laziness.
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/12/2004 06:34:00 pm
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
today was quite fun. hah! for a change. apart from chinese of course. had a composition test, which i crapped my way through. dear me. i need to score well for that to drag my marks up, in order not to have a red mark on my term1 result slip. *crosses fingers*
for whatever reason, one of my classmate went insane today. lol we aren't that close but today we act like we've known each other since sec1 or something. haha. no we're not lesbians don't worry but we were playing around. dead funny. she makes me feel short :( and fair :( and fat. *blink* okay enough said. shan't describe how we were playing a fool. lol that darling. ha. :p
i guess sometimes playing a fool and going insane with your friends is one crucial way to feel attached to your class. somehow i do feel pretty attached already. i love my class. *grin* though for now, i still love my sec2 class better. but since it's only the 2nd month i'm with them, it's been a great improvement. haha...
but today... bad news. there's no dance competition for sec3s! *criessssssssssssss* whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! bloody hell we're gonna have OBS this year. and they sorta clash. but still. bloody hell! last year we didn't have it cos of stupid SARS. and now OBS. DAMN IT. *goes on strike* WE WANT DANCE COMPETITION! WE WANT DANCE COMPETITION! *snort*
by the way, i figured i'm a very bad leader. which brings me to wonder how i'm gonna handle two clubs by may. i.am.dead. i'm irresponsible. i'm not the most enthusiastic. i don't bring quality work. so WHY ME?! geez. for AV, was supposed to go around asking people for their particulars. couldn't be bothered today. *cough* for Comp, my friends wanna have a meeting on V-day. *blink* no thank you. moreover my granny wants me to accompany her to buy some stuff. hopefully i'll push that to the morning and i'll be free in the afternoon, then most probably MAA in the evening. :) yay. packed = less time to think about nonsense for v-day = won't have another unstable emotion state for a while. yay. *grin*
and oh, hugest highlight for today. i usually wake up at 5.25, and i woke up like half an hour late today. *blink* and i usually meet my friend at 6, at the busstop, and i managed to rush and all that and reached there at 6.30. but she wasn't around. oops. i rang her many times but she didn't answer. damn. i waited there panicking, cos whether we take the train or the bus, we're gonna be late. so finally she smsed back! she overslept! die! everyone's oversleeping today. let's mark the day now. 11th Feb2004, bad day. hopefully this friday wouldn't be bad. yes, friday the 13th. anyway, she came at around 6.30! panic attack! but i suggested we take a cab. and we did. and she paid for it though we initially agreed to pay half each. but she said since she was late, she'd pay. and i argued a bit, but she left me with 2 choices. either i pay half and she'll treat me later or i don't pay at all. so i didn't. i didn't see a difference between the 2 choices anyway. haha.
got a skit for english tomorrow! and i'm taking the role of a big, fat, clumsy, grotesque-looking, old man who has a beer belly. lol! it's a courtroom drama, and i'm supposed to argue with this durian seller. gonna be fun. :p *crosses fingers* hope it goes well!
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/11/2004 06:46:00 pm
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
in case u were wondering.. erm yeah stole it from lianne. *cough*
1. Name: Annabelle
2. Nick: anna, annz, ah huang, seige errr. ah beng, ah lian? *raises eyebrow* (don't ask)
3. Middle Name: Swee. haha erm yea i guess. by right Swee's the middle one. :p
4. Hair: solid black.
5. Eyes: dark brown. consists of contacts i wear almost everyday.
6. Height: 160cm (LOL oops lianne, i caught up with ya!)
7. Location: Singapore
8. Birthday: 22 aug
9. Zodiac: some say i'm leo, some say i'm virgo. but i'm more leo.
10. Status: single
[Favorites]
11. Animals: dogs, kittens, hamsters, horses, dolphins...
12. Sport: badminton. erm. no really. that's it. lol. one of those i really like. the rest are just so-so.
13. Color: blue, red, pink, black
14. Song: current yes? alanis morissette - ironic, lene marlin - another day, dido - life for rent, train - when i look to the sky, evanescence - my immortal (since forever lol)..
15. Band/Singer: train, robbie williams, alanis morissette (don't ask. i just have this sudden liking for her stuff), jason mraz, matchbox 20, 3 doors down...
17. Flower: no particular fave, really. as long as they are lovely. :p
18. Scent: *shrug* perhaps the strawberry bath thing from body shop, papaya body scrub my bro has from bodyshop, and his gatsby thing smells ridiculously nice.
19. Movies: *blink* no all time favourite. lol
20. Holiday: fave holiday? just anywhere comfy and cosy with nothing to worry about. :)
21. Season: beats me. only experienced rain and sun. do they count? lol.
22. Element: errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrm. gawd. *digs up from what i remember from the periodic table* Ag (silver) lol don't ask why.
23. Book(s): no particular favourite. i don't read THAT widely. :)
24. Do you wear makeup?: seldom. even if i do they're very faint ones.
25. Do you pluck your eyebrows?: unintentionally yes lol
26. Do you look for personality or looks: looks come as first impression. very important too, though obviously personality has a higher weightage.
27. Perfect boy: i don't get this qn! lol what my perfect guy is? erm. a bit of looks add a bit of humour and a bit of casual crap and a bit of... *shrug* sense of security? and DEFINITELY cannot be a smoker.
28. How many rings before you answer the phone: usually 2 lol
29. Future Career plans: ha. erm, something media perhaps? god knows. lol
30. Do you sleep with stuffies?: a hamtaro beanie yea.
31. Do you want kids?: yea i guess.
32. Are you popular: not really.
33. Are you pretty: lol it's not for me to judge is it? but if i do judge, nah not really either.
34. Do you have your own phone line?: my mobile!
35. Do you get along with your family?: yeah pretty much. apart from occasional bickers with my granny or my mum or my brother, yea we live quite contentedly.
36. Do you have any piercings or tattoos?: one each ear.
37. Giving hugs?: anytime anyday. :) though most of my close friends aren't the type who'd really give hugs..
38. Taking walks in the rain?: if it's a light one, sometimes. lol but usually no. :p
39. The mall?: *shrug* i'm usually shoppin at tampines mall (lol i live here my whole life what do you expect?) cos they're rather affordable compared to stuff at... city link, take for example. :p
40. Go on stage?: i've been on stage a few times. errrm let's see. receive awards, for a dance competition (twice. one was an encore. *blink*) erm, when i was in primary school i was in choir, so... yeah. think that's about it.
41. Drink: a bit diluted coke. LOL don't ask. i can't stand how fizzy they are so i love to leave ice in it for a while before i drink it. and i miss nydc's lemon shiver *sniff*.
42. Smoke: i don't smoke and i'm very glad i don't.
43. Drugs: *raises eyebrow*
44. Eat meat: of course i do. i can't do without meat. :p
45. Date: my favourite date? or date as in dating date? lol. my favourite date is erm. *shrug* beats me. christmas maybe? date as in dating date, havent gone out on an actual date before.
46. Sex: im female. let's take this as a qn on the gender yea?
47. Eat sushi: no! i do NOT like jap food. yesh.
48. Bake: ooh i like baking. :) cookies is the specialty. hahaha right. with my cousin's help of course.
[Preferences]
49. Hot or Cold: cool!
50. Lace or Satin: *blink* no fave.
51. Blue or Red: damn it's a tie. blue i guess.
52. New or Old: new
53. Rain or Snow: rain; haven't experienced snow.
55. Wool or Cotton: cotton
56. Rose or Daisy: i'm not into the flowers thing. lol so it doesn't really matter.
57. Private school or public school: public.. heh
58. Plain milk or chocolate milk: chocolate milK!
59. Celsius or Fahrenheit: celsius
60. Spring or Fall: spring
61. Math or Art: erm. math *blink*
62. One pillow or two: two!
63. Dogs or Cats: dogs!
64. Adidas or Nike: adidas..
65. Coke or Pepsi: coke, as mentioned above.
66. Oranges or Apple: apples
67. Deaf or Blind: deaf.
68. Pool or hot tub: pool
69. Blonde or Brunette: brunette.
70. Guys or Girls: lol depends. :p girls as great friends. guys as the other sense. you know what i mean. lol
71. Tall or short: tall
72. TV or Radio: radio. :)
73. Homosexuality: -no comments-
74. Brand names: no faves either!
75. Abortion: is cruel.
76. Religion: im a buddhist, but probably don't act very much like one. but definitely not a christian heh. no offence there.
77. Animal Rights: *holds up sign* Support animal rights! Down with cruelty to animals!
78. Love at first sight: exists.
79. God: is universal.
80. Aliens: ministers of the planet, please capture your citizens.
81. Horoscopes: can be accurate at times, but i try not to believe in them.
82. Heaven: oughta be lovely.
83. Hell: is where devils have to resist the heat and sweep floors. lol
84. Reincarnation: might be true i guess. according to different beliefs.
85. Transvestites: don't always look fantastic.
86. Boy Bands: a1! nsync! *blink* they're all gone! *cries*
87. Rap: haha i remember watching grammys and outkast was under this category! *blink* well, eminem :)
88. 80's music: errm carole king? is that 80s? lol and beatles.
89. Punk: bowling for soup, blink182, errm simple plan counted?
90. Whats the prettiest instrument(s)?: flute :)
91. Whats the prettiest part of the body?: eyes!!
92. Biggest fault: unstable emotions
93. Biggest fears: no idea. it used to be loneliness but i figured i'm quite a loner at times, so doesn't really matter. *shrug* when there's no one there for you, i guess?
94. Do you live in the moment?: i try my best
95. Do you care about looks?: sometimes i get quite particular about the looks yeah. haha
96. Do you like your handwriting?: nope. lol
97. Obsession: haven't got an obsession for now. apart from constantly being online. ha. if that counts.
98. Looking forward to: the MAAs, march holidays.
99. Favorite weather: lightly sunny, clear sky, a bit of wind too.
100. Do you ever wish you were somebody else? no way. *grin*
bah. anyway, today during english we were told to share personal recounts. ha. and my ex-classmate got called, and she couldn't think of anything, she mentioned about secondary1's dance competition *grin* and she was partially our choreographer. yes we won champ! :D then the 2/6-ers (my ex class) went cheering wildly. then she mentioned about last year's cheerleading (i didn't take part in that but i was there to support 'em too :p) and we won champ too! then we all cheered wildly again. damn lot of fun *chuckle* then our teacher asked for an encore of the dance. we were like *looks around* errrm... errr. honestly, i doubt we remember more than 5 steps of the dance. LOL. :p but hell, it was dead fun then. :) she mentioned about her being a bad coach, screaming at us, making us practise everyday, but honestly it was a great deal of fun we had, and very memorable. *grin* i love the trophy :)
anyway, then esther said she read my blog and told me i should talk about the bus driver i whined about yesterday. HAHAHA. i would've actually but i wasn't called upon. hahaha so i shan't. :p
anyway, nothing much happened today. just basically prayed we don't get back our comprehension CA, our emath CA, our SS CA, and i'd be pretty glad already. and true enough. :) but we got scolded for complaining our teacher that our teacher didn't teach us for one segment. (read prev entry) bleargh whatever. i don't wanna think about it! :s
aight anyway, i wanna see simple plan badly :(
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/10/2004 05:36:00 pm
Monday, February 09, 2004
today was a bad day. that's more than 'nuff said.
firstly, the emath CA we had today sucked. yes, sure. i didn't study THAT hard. but i did flip through. and i was very sure i could remember everything, thus i didn't put in much effort to go try out everything. and i didn't regret not studying hard enough. cos the questions were not much from the textbook crap. either that or we weren't taught those bits. (which my class would think the latter) and it got so terribly irritating when we were informed it was 80% weightage of this term's score. already the chinese score is going to drag me down badly. as if it's not enough. now we have to deal with another disappointment. for god's sake. before i actually got pissed with the paper which was quite a while after it was done, we were all about to cry. yes sure we're in a triple-science class. you see why we're so into getting fantastic scores, distinctions etc? cos anyhow, we're EXPECTED to. and with those type of standards the teachers are setting, i'm not finding comfort in them. it sucks. and fuck it. after the paper, people start swearing at it. yes, coming from a triple science class. before we'd actually all start sobbing our hearts out, we had a hugging session. we were all like, "BLOODY HELL !@#$% that paper!" *hugs* sigh. we're so dead.
and no, the teachers following thereafter didn't show sympathy. chinese teacher whined about how long we took to settle down (chinese was RIGHT AFTER that, mind you. whine your head ah whine.) luckily chinese lesson wasn't too bad today. or i'd seriously whine about her here. damn im biased. anyway, moving along, amath was next. sympathetic? not really. she laughed at us. and her comment on us is ALWAYS "aiyooooo..." that i'm getting tired of her "aiyooooo"-ing. and someone mentioned something about committing suicide (of course she was kidding) and she went, "WHAT? commit suicide? coming from a triple science class?!" then it brings me to wonder. isn't the top few classes the most likely to commit suicide ones? hmm.. then physics. nope. he didn't sympathise either. and i didn't bring my physics file. but he probably didn't realise, but he realised my chairperson didn't bring it. so he did his fair bit of whining about people not bringing their notes. "you don't want your notes, don't keep it at home. give them back to me." yah whatever. *rolls eyes* not like everyone has perfect memory.
and after that was another AV meeting. i swear i'm getting real sick of those meetings.
AND, what's worse. i took a bus no.10 from outside my school heading back to tampines after the meeting. and i tapped the card. and the bus driver didn't realise. then, he just said in a stern and cold tone.
"TAP YOUR CARD!"
i placed my wallet at the sensor.
"I already tapped it."
then he said, "TAP YOUR CARD!!"
FREAK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE! i already did how many times must i tell you!
"I ALREADY DID." *walks off*
bloody hell. when it doesnt makes a sound, means I ALREADY DID OK. i keep my card elsewhere but my wallet for WHAT. WHY THE HECK would i be stingy with a mere 55cents. geez for god's sake!
oh yes, not to mention about the bedok sec people who were dead annoying. one of the malay guys sat beside me, and some girls went gaagaa about him. then the giggles. and they kept disturbing him and all that. and that guy just tried to buzz them off and all. then one of the girl put her bag on his lap, cos they were standing. (he DID ask them if they wanted to sit but they were like, "you sit lah." "you sit lah.." then he couldn't be bothered he just sat down) and they just bugged him and all. for a while, after that encounter with the bus driver, i just felt like asking the girls to SHUT UP. people are trying to have a rest here, after a bloody long bad day. AND that guy is obviously not very interested in you two. so BUZZ OFF. sheesh. i didn't obviously. but oh yeah i did thank my lucky stars when it approached the interchange. haha. damn i sound so bitchy today.
deedum anyway feeling much much better now. :) had my delicious kfc lunch, i had to buy to console myself, for the bad day and the bad test and the bad teachers and the bad driver and the bad people. and figured there were yummy leftover lunar new year goodies for me to munch on. *grin* dead yummy. so i'm gonna gain a lot more weight. haha. but i don't really care for now. whee i'm such a bitch today.
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/09/2004 05:37:00 pm
Sunday, February 08, 2004
Lie to me, say that you need me
That's what I wanna hear
That is what,makes me happy
Hoping you'll be near
All this time, how could I know
Within these walls, I can feel you
Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why
You made me feel good, made me smile
I see it now, and I, can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this, this thing called love
You must think, how can this be
You don't really know me
I can't tell, this ain't the time
You'll never be mine
What can I say, something 'bout my life
I just lost again
Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why
You made me feel good, made me smile
I see it now, and I, can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this, this thing called love
Always have to move on,
To leave it all behind
Go along with time
Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why
You made me feel good, made me smile
I see it now, and I, can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this, this thing called love
- Lene Marlin - Another Day -
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/08/2004 08:08:00 pm
lol i won't deny it. friday morning, i was feeling confident about the SS CA, since i could score a distinction for the assignment without referring much. and i was a bit complacent. aiya SS, heck lah. then when the paper came, i had cold sweat. lol i couldn't stop sweating. just got the paper, started scribbling. thank goodness i had just enough time. i think i missed out some points though. damn it. hope i still get a distinction. *prays* now don't start mocking at me about being complacent *mutter*
anyway, yesterday i started thinking a lot again. it gets quite irritating when you unintentionally think about a lot of stuff. *shrug* anyway i've become a bit more wary of male strangers. *raises eyebrow* yesterday morning, i was walking through the carpark. then i saw two guys walkin from the left towards the same direction i was heading. then i was analysing. hmm they look like JC students. hmm should be safe. *walk walk walk* then i suddenly realised the guy on the right was having a cigarette in his hand. and it's wrapped in black colour thingy. a black cigarette. holy cow. *walks the other direction* i wonder why smokers never realise it smears the first impression of them on others. geez.
yesterday i caught What A Girl Wants on vcd. lol watched it for the second time. eeps. and i cried again. (the prev time was armaggedon on ch5. dont ask. i wouldn't have cried till SOMEONE kept asking me to watch. lol) kinda felt a bit lost after the show. like bloody hell. why can't every1 live happily ever after in reality too? not everyone loves someone who loves them back, but all main characters in the show do. oh now i know why i love movies that end happily ever after. *raises eyebrow* now i remember. but well anyway it just made me feel a bit inferior. the love in there was strong. enough to make me feel unloved in reality. i mean of course apart from the parental love. i know my parents love me. duh. it's all about spoiling me. i am spoilt. so i'm loved. lol okay, shouldn't say that. *cough* but sometimes i just feel so lost. i don't know why either. like train's lyrics go.. i feel like i'm "drowning in a sea spilled from a cup". i'm like worrying about something out of nothing. or trival matters. or whatever. i'm not making sense.
anyhow, geez. my granny's... i don't know what to say. my brother bought cds from cash converters. 2 take that cds for 10 bucks. bLOODY CHEAP! and she nagged until i managed to tell her it's 2nd hand. very cheap one. fine. then she said oh my brother keeps buying cds and throwing cds. erm. the cds he throws away are those blank cds, whereby you burn stuff into it, and the burning process fails so the cd cannot be used, thus they have to be thrown away. and she doesn't understand. though she doesn't say it, her comments continued about my brother being a spendthrift. so i conclude that she doesnt understand but she's just trying to seem like she understood. which is always the case. sigh.
next weekend's valentine's day! haven't got stuff for my friends yet. shucks. and my friend's birthday is tomorrow. and i haven't gotten anything for her either. damn. i wish there was 30 hours a day...
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/08/2004 04:41:00 pm
Thursday, February 05, 2004
oh woot. i'm finally a bit more outspoken in class. *grin* i shout out stuff to my teachers, i don't fear telling my teachers anything in between classes, i get along much better with my classmates and today, all in all, was a good day in terms of socialising. :) first period was higher chinese, and we had a new student. (sec 2 classmate) and they were all discussing on who to tell the teacher. and after a while they all didn't dare to tell her. god knows what's gone into me, i just raised up my hand. *raises eyebrow*
then we had medical checkup. lol my eyesight with contacts is PURRRRRFECT! *grin* proudda myself. finally. :p anyway while queueing, i got to know one of the chinese scholars better, as they shared about worse experiences of checkups in china. haha. kinda fun to know actually cos they're all pretty sociable. and i thought she was quite dao to me initially. but *shrug* she's rather nice to talk to afterall. but it's stressful talking to them. LOL somehow, something inside pulls out the chinese accent out of you, so i sound like an idiot. haha
anyway, we missed half of Physics, cos i was register no. 37. erm yesh. *blink*
then we had AMath. again, i just suddenly became a bit loud today. the girl in front of me apparently left her wallet at the area we had our checkup. and i kept telling her to go and look for it, and even offered to tell our AMath teacher for her, but she kept refusing cos she didn't want to interrupt the teacher and all that (yea she's indonesian scholar. that's why). then she spoke to the other indonesian scholar in front, and the teacher made fun of the way they spoke indonesian malay and all that. and i kept looking at the girl in front. and she suddenly said, "wha, swee huang looks so mesmerised with their language." i was like WHAT THE *roll eyes* dot. so i betrayed my dear friend and told her everything. ha. :p so see? i saved her anyway. lol but AHEM the teacher didn't comment on ME being mesmerized anymore. lol damn she owes me an apology. haha
then we had Social Studies! whee i got 9 outta 12 for an assignment. distinction mind you. after all i didn't bother to refer to the text for all the points, just dug everything out of my memory. AND i thought i missed out a lot of points. whee makes me a bit more confident for tomorrow's SS CA. *crosses fingers* anyway, my friend dragged me out to present our group's answer for some topic we were discussing. and then we just kept explaining out answers, discussing, whatsoever. and she's amongst the top 2 loudest girl in my class. HA. which was kind of funny the way we got along today. *shrug* kind of weird.
then we had Chem, which nothing really much happened. but oh well. WHY AM I LOUD TODAY? *scratches head* literature tomorrow! (YAY) won't forget to bring my book this time. *nod me*
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/05/2004 05:11:00 pm
Wednesday, February 04, 2004
ooh. today at school was a pretty good day, i guess. apart from the comprehension test we had, perhaps. cos it sucked a big time. i was like HUH? what's this? what's that? vocabulary, i knew 1 out of 5. ha. i'm so dead. *crosses fingers* please gimme a GOOD pass. i failed my mock compre the last time round. i need a good pass here!
anyway, amath cheered me up later on though. i had full marks for my amath test! *beams* ADDITIONAL MATH? FULL MARKS? ME? SPRING TEST? nope they don't go together. *nods* that's like putting you on space without a space suit. you'll explode! aight. no link, fine. i just got a bit psychotic over physics, fine? but i was still proud of the test anyway. *grin*
today, for whatever reason, i got closer to the class a bit. *grin* emath was free period, so i was practically walking to and fro, my table to my friend's to mine to my friend's. cos we were discussing answers. :) then a lot of shouting here and there, and we laughed at one of my other classmate who was in my class last year.. some funny incident that happened. (last time we had to do this poem thing about history of singapore.. and they came up with a rap. it went something like.. yo mama, dono what sumatra... something sang nila utama.... named us singapura... yo papa...and god knows what. and the chorus was.. "singapore, singapore, where the lions roar. (roar roar) x2" lol. bloody funny. then my other friend just kept calling her, YO MAMA! then we'd all burst out laughing. and everyone would be wondering what the heck we're doing. but it was bloody hilarious anyway. :p
forgot to bring my literature book today. aiks. and i was the only one out of the 11 of us. and i just pretended to know what's going on. lol. and i think my lit teacher realised, so she purposely didn't call me to be the narrator or anything. *grin* whew.
anyway, apart from the good stuff. there's always a bad part. and indeed, something happened in the bus on my way home with my friend, after another comp club committee meeting. (im so sick of meetings.) anyway, halfway through, this "uncle" boarded the bus and was on the upper deck. alright lemmi explain first. my friend and i were sitting on the left column. and i was the one on the outside. he came up and started settling down on the row of seats on my right, and started approaching the 2 chungcheng high (main) girls in front of those seats, which caused us to raise our eyebrow. why of all people, them? he wanted to borrow a handphone. so one of the silly girls lent it to him. and when he was done, he returned it to her, and a while later, he stood up. i thought he was going to alight. but for a while i was wondering, since he was alighting so soon, why did he have to borrow the handphone? *shrug* he stood up and walked to the front, observed something, then walked to the back of the bus. so he was walkin towards the staircase and then decided not to drop off perhaps, then headed the back. so i didn't really bother. then later on, at the bedok station stop, the girls alighted and he stood up and was walking towards the staircase. halfway, for god knows what reason, he pretended to fall and landed on my arms spread out on my bag which was laid on my legs. his butt landed on my arms. then he stood up and apologised and went down, following the girls' direction. first and foremost, the bus merely braked, and it was a smooth one, cos it was the new bus. and even if it was an abrupt brake, he was to fall backwards or to the right, not to the left. so first point, he was a bloody arse who purposely fell on me. and evidences, the bus wasn't jerky, and didn't brake abruptly. and behind and in front of me were guys. AND who'd fall so nicely? butt land on someone's lap area? so second point, he's a sucker. third point, he should *toot* off. fourth point, i washed my hands TWICE with soap to ensure i feel clean again. bloody hell.
most important point, girls, beware. trust me, i know of worse encounters. and they're not to be shared. dangerous points: 1) lift 2) bus 3) void deck 4) crowded areas. that's according to the highest danger to the not so bad one. lift, is always worst cos u can't escape. and when u scream, u might not be heard. and it sucks. bus, he might pretend it was unintentional like this one. but my friend witnessed it and she immediately told me it was on purpose, way before i could say anything. void deck, especially when there's no one around, there's nowhere you can get help. get into the lift, he might follow you. go up through the stairs is worse. he might be physically fitter. so you're at risk. crowded areas, because no one would notice. so it's hard for you to get a glimpse of who did it, and no witnesses either. why i left MRT out, is because you're sitting opposite another group of people, so they're bound to know what happened. and guys, get rid of people who spoil your gender's reputation as a whole. sheesh.
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/04/2004 07:57:00 pm
Tuesday, February 03, 2004
okay. i finally have adobe (thx kenneth!) so i can fit in photos in my entries again :) yesh, i see that grin in your faces. (if you're not grinning, just pretend you did. lol) i'm a happy girl today cos i didn't really have much homework. whee. :) and all my tests tomorrow are un-study-able. haha. compo test for chinese and compre test for english. which kind of worries me since i suddenly remembered that my languages suck. oh well.
anyway, here's how this chinese scholar writes. her words are of the right proportion! looks like a written version of those printed chinese characters.
and yes the one below's my chinese name.
anyway, i forgot to show you guys my brand new computer! :) merely 3 days plus old.
and on friday... see what i found in my mailslot! :)
lol that's from mingli. and it's a red packet with finding nemo stuff on it. damn cute. haha, and in case you were thinking, it isn't empty. but it wasn't filled with money either. lol
AND. ladies and gentlemen, i present to you, my brother's newly acquired, ugly handphone.
nokia 3200. i think it looks horrendous. lol. *puts on simon's critical and cynical tone* i think it deserves to be sued. right. lol but he's beginning to like it. well. i hope his taste doesn't deteoriate that badly. *cackles* aww i'm so mean.
nothing much happened today. pretty much a boring day actually. so just put up the pics for readers to see. :) cheers. may tomorrow be a good day for everyone. *crosses fingers*
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/03/2004 09:41:00 pm
Monday, February 02, 2004
in case you were wondering about the improvement of mood, nope. not really. i got awaken up by the noise contributed by my granny's and my mum's bicker. first things first, bloody hell it's only 8, can't you maintain some peace till 9 or 10?! i manage to allow myself to shut down my ears and sleep till 9-ish, then my mum woke me up. i had a bath, and the bicker started again. i wasn't exactly very pissed. i was trying to be as ignorant as possible. somehow i got dragged into it. it was all about my dad's medicine. gastric and for his leg injury. god knows how a doctor's instructions could turn my family into a nightmare. every1 started saying.. no he said this. no he said that. SHUT UP EVERYONE! bloody hell. so i tried to clear things up with what my brother sms-ed me, but i misread it. so everything turned out to become a huger mess. and i totally got out of the mess, wrote down whatever my brother told me to my dad. and pray everyone shuts up. nope they didn't. my dad got silenced. he just didn't know what to say anymore. he kept quiet. my granny just went on about my mum's attitude. my mum now refuses to come home for dinner tonight, so she went to visit my maternal granddad. and my bro gonna be in camp till tomorrow night. this is dead sucky.
i wish everyone were babies. i'd just put a pacifier into everyone's mouth, make some milk for everyone, put them into their cots and make them go to sleep. it'd be peace at last then. geez.
anyway, i have a feeling my host abandoned me, cos i took half a month, or slightly more than that to reply her. damn. i hope not.
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/02/2004 12:55:00 pm
Sunday, February 01, 2004
met up with kenneth, mingli, chuntsen and melvin today.. and we caught Stuck On You :) which was hilarious and good, for what i thought. bloody funny. one of my fave parts was them getting rid of the arse picking on the waiter. he got shoo-ed out and was called a freak by the manager (the brothers).
Walt: Alright, burgers on the house tonight!
(crowd cheers)
Bob: No, you cheap bastards, he's just kidding.
(crowd jeers)
Walt: Nah *laughs* I'm serious! Burgers on the house!
(crowd cheers)
Bob: He's kidding!
(crowd throws burgers at them)
hahaha.. anyway we just crapped a lot. and this is the first time i'm watching a movie with more than 2 other people. haha so it was kind of weird. and i've only watched 1 movie with 2 other people. everything else was with one person. and 95% is with my cousin. haha so it feels kind of weird not being able to lean over to the side to tell her about the movie. that's what we always do in movies. and when i tear, she'll start laughing at me. there, i was like, embrace! embrace! lol. but after short sad parts, there's always a funny part, so it helps. lol
yeah anyway, then followed by a lot of crapping.. we walked about. missed the whole of the MAA roadshow. it was -supposed- to be on from 2-5pm but apparently we only went past there at 12+ and around 4. and it already ended by then. shona said it usually lasts from 2-3+. dang i didn't know. :p so missed utt this time round. doubt i'd bother to go see next weekend anyway.
towards the last part, i kind of lost mood. *shrug* don't ask me why. beats me too. and i think kenneth saw through that cover. oopsie.
i hate the way i'm feeling these days. all of a sudden, my mood fades off...
but anyhow, no matter how crappy it was, it was pretty fun anyway. i haven't seen that lot since the xmas party.. a month and a quarter i think. time's been passing real slowly because of school i guess. that's why it seems bloody long ago!
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/01/2004 11:31:00 pm
sometimes i feel like i'm my only friend...
// posted by the full fledged nut @ 2/01/2004 06:51:00 pm
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